HELLO!?

HI! So its been awhile since my last blog .... And not a TON has changed

The Cast list comes out today. Still Very Nervous.
Sarah comes home today : Still Very Excited!
And Romeo: This is where things get tricky to tell the internet... .I'm think i'm going to wait for him... honestly, because there is nothing else better then him right now. He's the best. IF you don't know alot about romeo (oh about 99.9999% of you) he's the kind of guy who pays for you meals behind your back, calls you pretty when your in your pajamas, and forgets to when your in a prom dress (he makes it up to you though ) and he loves talking. He loves to talk for hours, and his idea of a date is driving in a car for hours just talking forever, its nice actually, because usually its the girls who love talking, but Romeo loves to talk, in fact i'm quiet compared to him, and anyone who know's me in person- i'm QUITE the spaz.

So i'm posting it, because i don't care who sees at this point, I'm Waiting. For two years- of course this is not going to sentence me to a box life, i fully intend to love life as i'm waiting, i'm planning to go to college, take art courses, and photo courses, and education courses, and culinary arts courses, any classes i can get a hold of. I want to be skinnier by the time he comes back, and i want to know what it feels like to be independent, because thats one of Romeo's downfalls, even when you say "your fine" and go to the mall with friends, he somehow finds you there, i feel sometimes like he watches me too much- so i'm glad he's away (physically) for two years. It'll teach me more about myself, and him as a person you know?

I'm In Love. And i am Waiting. . . . If i had subscribers this would be dramatic but low and behold.... who am i kidding? Haha

Auditions. and Platypi.

Auditions for the Seussical are coming soon AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! i'm nervous, more then excited, even though its coming to the point where girls are not auditioning for the part i want- because i want it that badly. Since i can't really sing in the house (long story short- mom never really liked singing) i sing every day at lunch it takes up all the time, getting the lyrics down since the song i'm singing is vocally demanding, i swear the person who played Gertrude (the part i'm trying out for) was ALIEN! in an awesome way though. She's hardcore. Its not a pretty peice, its funny, fast, angry, beautiful, and cheezy all rhymed up into one. And i'm singing on monday- how scary is that?

So about the Platypi. Apparently i sound like one. Its quite funny- my friends stare at me sometimes like i'm a ray of sunshine (that's what they tell me) i can make the sound like Perry the Platypus on Phineas and Ferb, and they tell me lots of other stuff that just makes me smile its awesome to be known as the disney princess reincarnated in the drama department. Well at least thats what i think they think of me ?

Photography: So ever made home-made throw up/ painted yourself in a rainbow design? I have YAY FOR AP PHOTO! - its about teen tragedies, the above were for bulemia and homosexuality. I am very excited- and my teacher says i can go far with this - i'm proud of myself

Romeo: ... its been a couple of weeks since my last letter... its really depressing. Along with my seasonal depression i have on a regular basis- every winter i just get sad. My friends say i need Vitamin D, and that comes from sunshine. Well.... . i'm beginning to wonder what pills and sunshine have in common... and are Vitamin D supplements equal to sunshine? I wonder if scientist pulled a drop of sunlight and put them in a pill form to save them for winter. Well i hate the taste of sunlight in my opinion then. Much too pill-like. Yuck. Well that's a lie i haven't had one yet BUT IF I DID! then i bet everything would be proven factual.

Glee: OH DARREN CRISS I IDOL YOU! but the show is running dry :/ it needs a plot, but i love Darren so i anticipate future episodes. SARAH! Watch Video! SOUL SISTER BY GLEE!

Tangled: Alas Disney stole my heart once again. It reminds me of Sarah when she was growing up same now :P it reminds me of every girl- the villian (Mother Gothel) Is DEFINTALY within the top ten Listed here (1 being most evil)

10) Step Mother (snow white) :The freaky laugh!

9) Dr. Facillier (Frog Princess) : unique and SMEXY solo voice!

8) Malificent (Sleeping Beauty) :Again.. creepy creepy laugh
7) Scar (Lion King) :Just freaky, like when he's jumping out of the fire as simba? Your like AHH!
6) Jafar (Aladin): "see how SNAKE LIKE i can be!" I have a DEEEP phobia of snakes- a big nono
5) Shaun Yu(Mulan): Just plain 'what kind of person could do that' type guy, unbelievably scary!
4) Ursula (Little Mermaid) : Amazing singing, and still creepy laughing!
3)Mother Gothel (Tangled) : best female villan yet, defintely for older audience for deeper understanding why she's scary- she's so real that she makes every girl cry!
2)Zera (lion king 2) : HOWEVER! ever listen to this chick sing? She MADE this sequel! amazing characterization, though cliche the voice and singing did it for this chick, she's hard core and reminds me of Mother Gothel without the fluff
1) Frollo (hunchback) : He wants to rape the heroine. End of story.



SOOOO Nice thing: Sarah used to be the platypus for not being anything special more like God wanted to smash everything into one- but it was a disaster.... BUT after this year, Platypi are quite the fab... therefore Sarah is well... fab.

The talk.

Apparently that went better then i thought. I was really nervous so i sat next to this old man who looked wise and really experienced, calm, cool, collected. and i was nervous, shaking with my hands, so i did a bracelet, and that was funny because the guy kept staring at me like "WHAT ARE YOU DOING YOU STUPID GIRL!" Little does he know i could use spells on him. Poor Muggle.
I stood up and gave my talk, for once i told the story of how i came to believe in the savior. it was cool, i didn't think i'd ever get to do that for anyone. And i just did it in front of hundreds of people. AHHH! And then a few woman missionaries stood in front of me and told me i was prepared to go on a mission. I wanted to pee my pants. The thought of leaving home scares me more then anything else on this planet. Most people hate this town, but me? I've grown to LOVE it, i can't live without it, and i'm going to get forced out of it very very very soon. Wow. I'm scared.

Hell Week. DUN DUN DUN DUN

So. The week of the show. Its called hell week, it started on thursday (11/11/10) so i haven't been writing at all, skipping facebook days, being drowned in homework, trying to make time for myself, its been AWFUL! i haven't returned any calls/ texts/ and i feel SOOOOOOOOOO bad for it, because i keep getting flowers from my actor companions and they are like "Your my role model" yes i am a role model even though i can't respond to a stupid text! Its been DAYS i can't believe it, i'm a facebook junkie but i haven't even noticed, its really unhealthy. I got another Letter from *Romeo* and *Sonic* dumped me. Actually he never really said we were going out, and he dumped me when i came home to find me single. He expects me to get over it by the time he came to IHOP at our cast party- he goes to another school I was actually really surprised and excited but you know? But then when feelings came out, i sent him to sit with my brother *Abu* (He picked that one i swear) and I just sat with all my other friends, who are all so amazing in each and every way :) I got home near one thirty, and today, the cast party is at MY HOUSE! 45 PEOPLE AT MY HOUSE!!! and i thought Hell Week was stressful... .Sigh...


Nice thing: Sarah showed me the mircale Mile shops in Vegas, it was an AMAZING experience, and i used to think Las Vegas was really yucky and scary, but she taught me differently. Sarah can make other people see in a whole other perspective


Nice thing: Sarah Knows how to do that curling thing with a straightening iron. I'm very jealous of that skill.


Nice thing: I know bits and peices of her. She's mysterious, and she doesn't tell people so much her life story, she reminds me of Mai on avatar. for example
mai: Are you cold?
Zuko: No i'm stressed because i'm going home for the first time in three years. What if my father doesn't approve of me even though i killed his enemy the avatar? What if i did all this to return and no one even cares? What if they don't like me? What if my mission to have honor just failed misrably!
Mai: I asked if you were cold- Not your whole life story.



Nice thing: Sarah has learned to be an aggressive shopper. She talks to the people. The poor sales people who are like "Hello! How may i help you?" Sarah is the one instead of saying "No i'm fine" Who says "Yes i'm looking for this this and this in this size and color and you don't have it? *Glare* Alright, i'll just be on my way" and she struts out. I am shy and bashful and try looking for hours before i even say hello to the sales people.



Nice thing: Sarah can DANCE! Like you think she can't and she CAN! More then i can anyway. She sort of jumped into all the dance classes all at once, there was a year she took 27 credits in college. And that was insane, but i don't really get that though. She can dance really well, she performed "America" in the house for us it was awesome :D


Nice thing: Sarah keeps me down to reality . Thank god SOMEONE on this earth can. Not alot of people can :/

The ladies at the Redbox machines. Muggles.

Do you know the people that you just want to scream MUGGLE at? Well, if you don't know, a muggle is just a highly highly non magical person. For example, the lady that asks how many calories are in a big mac because she's on a diet. The man who screams at Basketball, Football and Baseball games, at his televison. That poor abused peice of technology, that gets screamed at and smacked when its having a bad day. Well, i had one of those moments, my sister and i walk into our only little grocery store in town for a movie and this lady stays there for twenty minutes at the little rent a movie machine and its like WTHK! (what the heck!?) that was stressful, after i'd come home at six that night anyway... Its day two of hell week. The week of the show, i'm excited but too stressed too have any fun, not exactly the best way to live. I watched about nine episodes of a TV show to get caught up on everything in the Grey's Anatomy, Glee, Vampire Diaries and Nikita. Still working on Survivor. I'm a TV junkie. Muggles have a taste in electronics :) I ended up seeing Charlie St. Cloud also, fun movie :) My talk in front of hundreds of people is in a few horus now. Dang.

Senior Skip Day

Oh Senior Skip Day. The day that couldn't get any better. I woke up, and went to seminary, the most educational part of my day. I then went with my cousin and some friends to IHOP for breakfast, where one of my friends made the most DISGUSTING display of leftovers, it was like pancakes with eggs and hashbrowns, and then he took the entire botal of blueberry syrup and poured it all over the left overs. It was SO NASTY by the time he was done, but all of us couldn't stop laughing. WE then went to WalMart to help *(Sandlot Kid) Sandy* pick a new ipod. He chose the tiny one that fit into your palm. We then played in the toy section for a while, then drove over to five below where we again almost got kicked out. We decided Chipotle for lunch, it was soooo worth it. And then we delivered a Burttio to *Sandy's* girlfriend *Rapunzel* (how do i come up with these names!?) then we just drove for a bit, came home to go to rehersal where i apparently did "much better", that's what *Laverne* said anyway :) YAY! It was altogether? An amazing amazing Senior Skip Day

Nice Thing: Sarah encourages me to Carpe Diem (seize the day) She refuses to let me sit by sometimes, like doing silly stupid things at the beach or in the city, she always comes up with wild things to do- i blame college :P

Wednesday: my lucky charms

Wednesday. Oh Wednesday night. AWESOME. We did a church thing where they brag about the girls, and teach a lesson for parents, and it was really nice. We did a whole ceremony, and i got a new bracelet after i lost my other one. This bracelt has charms for each little goal i accomplished. It was AWESOME because i though i'd never get another one and i DID! So HA! Well i don't really know who i'm saying ha! To, try not to take it personally?

Nice Thing: Sarah has a fair knowledge how to compose a peice. Once she brought her labtop upstairs with an excited look on her face, and it turns out she'd organized her own peice on a program, it was so pretty and so complicated when she tried to explain haha

I Restate That: DARREN CRISS IS ON GLEE! -

So i said once that originals were better then remakes.

RESTATE: UNLESS SUNG BY DARREN CRISS!

some may say why who is Darren Criss?! POOR CHILDREN! He plays Harry Potter in the very pottter musical, therefore he is AWESOME, he has a very pop voice, naturally, he teaches himself to belt, use falsetto, do all the UNHEALTHY things with your noice, though once you get over that it sounds SOOOOOO GOOOD and this time, he did it. He made my heart. The gay guy on Glee, Kurk? Now has a boyfriend! (Practically) and He looks so yummy! I miss his curly Fro, but he looks so yummy anyway, and i'm proud he's in the spotlight! HE sung and pulled off an acapella Teenage Dream by Kate Perry. TAKE A LOOK!

Nice Thing: Sarah can say your sorry eventually, she doesn't hold a grudge when she'ssorry, she will come to you and say "I was wrong.. i'm sorry" and though its entertaining, it is extremley attactive in girls also. I hate the girls who hate you forever after not returning their borrowed pencil that you never borrowed. SIlly muggle girls.

I love Glee. But originals are better

Note, not only am i a wizard fangirl, a Dr. McDreamy fangirl, a Damon Salvatore fangirl, but i am also a Gleek. That's right. I am a GLEEK! And today was full of Glee for me, because a new episode comes on tomorow night, talk about EXCITING! I've been ubsessing with this really touching solo from the movie Yentl, which Lea modernized, and though modernization is excellant for her, the song was meant in a very very sad touching way, and i don't think her VOICE caught on with that, as much as the setting and time frame, i refer to 'Papa can you hear me?' from Yentl, i'm posting the original, because thats one thing Sarah jumped on, 99.9% of the time, originals are better then the remake.




I LOVE HER SO MUCH! SHE'S SO GORGEOUS!! AHHH! but, she is womanly, while Lea Michelle is a GIRL saying this, its so much more touching to see a mature woman, mother age asking for her PAPA then a Glee teenage student, who is spoiled and has too many solo's .... and her voice is a million times better in my opinion :/


Nice Thing: Sarah when she needs help, it reminds me of this girl, who doesn't do it in front of EVERYONE, she would go alone and ask, and if anyone saw it including myself, i'd probably cry myself :/ She's so intense!

ROAR!

You know that ending scene in the lion king where teenage Simba majestically climbs up the pride rock and does THE ROAR that turns him magically into adult Simba? I had one of those experiences today. It was AWESOME! I got to stand up in church and basically earn the "woman" award, like a quicinera, where a teeange girl is seen as a young woman. Not a HUGE step, but i did get a georgeous medallion/ necklace and i did get to stand up in front of everyone :)

Nice Thing: Sarah is the one who needs a plan. EVERYONE needs one of those around EVERYONE!, because she won't do anything without a plan, and it can't be a stupid "I want to do something today" It has to be like "Were going to How to Train your Dragon at Eight PM tonight, are you busy?" Which i love in her, because it FORCES people to actually think, we need more of those people

The Mexican, The Jew, and the Jock...

Oh Group Projects, how i HATE them. Today i spent a good four hours cursing in the back of my mind my team mates for AP Literature, oh if i was allowed to use magic all of them would be silenced immidietly. I Wouldn't be able to control it at all, they couldn't get anything done, every one of them was a leader at heart except for the jock and me, (ironically) and it was just YUCK! I HATE working with Men, and if i was a lesbian, i think everything would be easier, though i know for a FACT i am striaght, guys are just my thing i guess... I don't think thats a good or bad thing, its a weird topic... so moving along. I got to earn my pay check for the Haunted Forest (Slave wages) a good three hundred and ninety eight dollars *finger Twirl!!!* I now can get my make up back and stuff :)

Nice Thing: Sarah wouldn't have lost her stuff in the first place (I lost around fifty dollars and all my nice make up. Sad Face. But if she did, she'd know at least where to start, :/

The Wrath of Laverne

Who is *Laverne*? She is the girl Gargoyle in the Hunchbacke of Notre Dame, My Drama Director. You'll notice the title of this is the WRATH of Laverne, then again alot of things to me are "Wraths" Becuase i take everything a little TOO harshly for instance you could be like "I love that dress it looks so gorgeous on you, I want to cry tears of happiness because you looks so beautiful" and i'd be like "Don't Cry! I'm so Sorry i didn't mean to do that!" its pathetic sometimes. Today in Rehearsal i managed to get through one scene. One. Uno. Un Scene-o in FIFTEEN MINUTES. Seeing the Scene is supposed to be seven- to ten, thats a stretch, and she just plainly stated "Leads need to learn their lines, today's practice was plain horrible" And that made me cry :/ Emotionally, thank goodness not allowed because i have the best "daughter" (stage talk) in the world named *Goldy* who said everything was going to be ok :) She's amazing like that, i just spent all day in the dressing room singing because believe it or not that's how i let out stress, i SING my GUTS out. haha, so i sung show tunes, disney tunes, everything tunes. It was AWESOME.

I then went to a ladies house and had some dinner with a couple of friends, we then had sugar rushes melting and molding chocolate with pretzals and different fun molds- we had alot to talk about with eachother :) I Got home near midnight, which was really late for me.

Nice Thing: Thank GOD i don't have the PERFECT prom-loving sister, she's realistic and in the middle, as in she wasn't the cheerleader, and she wasn't the goth. Sarah was in the middle of every clique and sterotype, which made me want to be that way too. She opened the door for me to be myself, before i even knew who i was :)

Belle Versus Arwen

Thursday: The saddest day of the week, :P- In second muggle period, i gave in and started CRYING in front of everyone, not because i was sad, i cry for multiple reasons, i cry when i'm stressed, tired, upset, sad, angry, pissed, confused. I cry basically everytime there is a surplus of emotions, OTHER then happiness, i just have never understood- why cry if your happy? It just doesn't make sense to me at all right now, maybe its an adult thing, i just don't get it. Secretly i think its a cover up from saying "Yes i'm upset, don't talk to me"So i cried in second and third period. Ouch right? It gets WORSE. That day in sixth period- this guy who is like the jester of my life we'll call him *Sokka* because all he does is makes jokes, and make fun of people, though he makes us all laugh, he's never serious (LIKE SOKKA FROM AVATAR!) and today he was like "Are you ok?" Which made me upset because- well i don't like to get notice when i'm going through my "Phases" I am precisley 95% rainbows and smiles, and then there is that time where its 5% and when that 5% comes out, all heck breaks loose, i mean STAY CLEAR! so after this guy noticed i was like "Dang it, who else noticed, because i must've been crazier then i thought" (Sokka never cares for ANYONE that way, i mean he does but he shows it through jokes like "You look like a turtle who just got run over, You ok?" but he doesn't do the serious intimate face with the "are you ok?!" AHH!) no i don't have a thing with Sokka, he's like that guy friend but anyway he's perfect with another friend of mine *Lizzy* who reminds me of Elizabeth from Pride and Prejudice.

ANYWAY during rehersal, i get a call for COSTUME TIMES! and i go back and i get this BEAUTIFUL gown, its gold and its ruffly and it reminds me of beauty and the beast, so i try to fit it on and .... the perfect beauty and the beast gown- not so good. And so instead, i go out and the beautiful costume designer shows me this elven flowy gown and at that point it was like the sunflower (obviously CHEEZY pretty) versus the Lilly (You have to put it on the right person, but it looks BEAUTIFUL) and it reminds me of Arwen from Lord of the Rings when i put it on. Amazing!



Nice Thing: I love the fact that she's completley serious with her compliments, i know girl who every time i look at them they are like "OMG YOU LOOKS SO PRETTY TODAY!" and its like ' gee i look pretty EVERY day to you' and then there is Sarah, when she says your pretty, you are GORGEOUS!

Wacky Wednesday

Oh Wednesday. AKA the day we return to muggle studies. Oh how I hate Muggle Studdies, they are of the devil! as my seminary friends would say, it was also the craziest days of the week, while my mom was out of town, i also had to manage with my dad on a buisness trip- so suddenly everything got more complicated, with school, papers, rehearsals, and church youth group. Not to mention homework, which i never ended up doing. You know that beginning scene in the princess and the frog where she walks in from work and she lands on her bed still dressed and everything? That was me, it was SO tireing. But it was ok at the end of the day, like it always is- you always have to wake up and smell the (in my case) hot choclate, or roses, or sunshine, all that jazz :)

Nice Thing: Sarah doesn't let me do something stupid if physically capable, for instance she doesn't hesitate to take away my cell phone so i won't call *Romeo* if i'm having a bad day, in fact she's spent numerous times texting him, telling him never to talk to me again. Though all attempts have failed. She still prevails for a couple of weeks... days... hours? Hahaha. Oh Romeo and Juliet we hate you all.

TJMaxx +Target Tuesday

Another off day of school. YAY! Today we went to TJ Maxx where i spent a good thrity dollars on two pairs of jeans, where one was TOTALLY worth it, i admit i'm not a fan of skinny jeans (i think they look like painted legs and shouldn't be worn at all, especially the BRIGHT colors, i mean who would wear that? The pants that ou look at them and are like OWWW MY EYES! for example, oh hot topic how we love you:)

I bought my first pair and they are CUTE! i can't believe it, they fit (i thought they would suffocate me) and they are Cute :), they're actually comfortable :), after TJMaxx, we went to Target and i had a fun fantastic adventure with *Red* and *Goldilocks* my two little sisters, we went around the story and *Goldilocks* bought her little neckalce and headband in 4 dollar bills and 8 dollars worth of coins, i sent her up alone, but i can imagine the look on the cashiers face when she told him "Keep the Bag" and walked away, when i say bag, i mean the little ziploc bag full of coins. While she was doing her thing, *Red* and i had our own adventure, i taught her that a heads-up penny means good luck, so I spent ten pennies of mine and went around the store, telling her to place them on the floor in vacant store aisles, she eventually thought it was so exciting and daring to take a penny and place it heads up on the floor, and i found it entertaining to watch :) besides, someone will need that luck someday

Nice Thing: Sarah has the CUTEST sense in clothing, my goodness! She could go into salvation army and find American - Fitch clothes i bet, but she somehow always manages to get her style across, whether playful, moody, date clothes, or buisness, you can always guess somewhat what she's up to, because she always has her attitude and dress match, i hope she's wearing yellow today :)

Monday: Dentists and Disney

You know those days that just are filled of nothing... nothing... and more nothing? Yeah that was Monday, i woke up, picked up my labtop and sat throughout the morning watching Enchanted by disney. Now there was alot of controversy whether Giselle was a disney princess or not? Personally, she has the auroa which i ADORE her for, but most disney princess have their own personality and traits that defined them, i thought Giselle was more like taking red playdough, blue playdough, pink playdough, yellow playdough, black playdough, you get it, and smushing it all together, she was tooo... .unreal? With the other princesses their flaws were apart of them, what was Giselles? She was practically perfect, except she was ignorant, like oh i don't know, all disney princesses it was weird, though i still think she is an exceptional princess, not exactly a role model, but not every disney princess is *cough cough* cinderella, snow white, and auroa... *cough* jasmine. I mean don't get me wrong they had their lessons, but not much personaly depth into it. Though i do LOVE Giselle!

I also went to the dentist though and filled three cavaties, talk about gross. I hate it when they sit you down, numb you, and like some dentist do, they try to TALK to you, while you have that sucker one legged octupus in your mouth, and sometimes cotton. He looked at me like everything was normal and was like "Do you drive?" I wanted to smack him and be like "My dad's in the waiting room what do you think!?" But i calmly nodded my head, because i can drive, and i can fly on a broomstick as well :) Comet 3,000 is my preference, oldy but a classic. Anyway, the muggle then proceeded to shoot me up until my face was tingly and i felt 1/2 cyclops with swollen face and lips, i kept feeling them to see if they were ACTUALLY swelling, but of course, they weren't :/, i felt like an idiot. I then went home and coped with my idiotic feelings with CANDY! it was delicious, though i do perfer bertie bots or Droobles best blowing gum.... silly hufflepuff

Nice Thing: My sister though she can be overly realistic, has AMAAZING crush stories, like all the guy she meets are suddenly prince charming, its adorable and it gives me HOPE that there is a prince charming auror out there for me sometimes :)

This is Halloween,...This is Halloween

What i did in Markoffs Saturday Night: That was my funnest night, full of snarling climbing on bus seats and chasing people :) and soooo many pain killers (5 advil, 2 tylonol) so after that though i had one of those life talks with a guy i didn't know so well (*Woody*), but i can tell there'd be nothing between us, and with those guys i keep them really close to me, because i just KNOW nothing would be there to screw it up you know? That lasted about an hour, then we were driving home (1:00 AM) and we decide... Let's let *Woody* drive, so we let him drive and he goes BANANAS! and I only screamed once out of twenty minutes, so then another friend of mine *Twitchy* wants to drive, i let her drive, i have never felt so crazy, like a real rollar coaster! WOW! and she only made it THREE minutes... hahaha

From there we went home and i slept.... .Sunday (today) i went to church and got to see *Sonic* we held hands, and it was cute :)


Letter to Romeo: 1

Nice Thing of the Day: Its easy to read Sarah's emotions sometimes, when you want to know if there's anything wrong, look at her eyes and you can tell if their slanted or not, she has a REAL good evil glare, that makes it easier for guys to tell if she's mad/ crying/ upset. But i like it because me? I blank out, i'm a mask and people are like... "whats wrong?" and i couldn't tell them... but Sarah at least gives you a hint :)


HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

the day of "Awww i want one.... Later"

So i have a confession to make. You know those pathetic girls that dream of rasing a family? Thats me, or at least, today that was me... I learned about babies after going to a baby shower of a leader of mines, it was fun! We ate sandwhiches and i learned your not supposed to feel a baby blanket softness with your face, the angry elders looked at me like "What are you doing?" I found that Amelia the three year old is also fascinating, check this out- she said WOW as she opened a present of SOCKS to her, it was SOCKS, and she looks at them and said "WOW" haha, and she doesn't know how to say thank you yet though. I thought "Wow" was enough of a thank you though. Babies are adorable, and i learned about the hospital process, apparently the husband makes alot bigger difference if he's there or not, or alot bigger difference then i thought he would amake :/ i thought he was there as a stress toy to be like "I HATE YOU" or "YOU DID THIS TO ME" or "AHHHHHHH" to him, i didn't think he actually helped. I thought he was one of those people just in the way like a "what do i do- what do i do?!" sort of helpless and lost when it comes to stress of woman, like when woman get really emotional, or recieving a beautiful gift of mother nature and he looks at you saying "Do you need a.... *dramatic pause* tampon?" And your like "YES STUPID HEAD GO GET ME A TAMPON!" but still. that sounds weird, i think guys have a phobia for tampons except for gay guys THANK YOU GAY GUYS! every girl needs a gay best friend. a friend in that situation would be like "Ok i'm guessing platex and chocolate and would you like to go out for icecream and clothes?" and you would be like "I love you" in my head, To my poor helpless straight guy friends

Lesson on awkward girly moments: Don't make it look awkward, make a joke if you have to! (but don't joke about how bad we look, that only makes it worse) GROVEL if you have to... Be prepared to do ANYTHING she asks you to, that's legal of course, and treat her like a fragile glass ball ... thats trying to jump off a building. Just be cautious alert and hold us close :)





With that...

Nice Thing: Sarah is the only other person who meow's with me, when i purr or make any animal sounds, she has this innocent curious look and goes "meow?" its awesome, because no one else would do that... they'd just be like "WOAH WHAT WAS THAT!?" and i'd sigh and be like "Get used to it"

Friday, the day of VICTORY and pain

So on friday i had a MAJOR self esteem boost
an AP literature in-class essay with Tobachinik: B
AP art history final: B

AMAZING! i had so much adrenaline! i was like YEAH I"M DUMBLEDORE SMART! all day- it was fun :) and i also had to go to the forest, which i thought i could handle but i couldn't. You see i have a tooth ache, and where i work Pain is sort of a joke, like its all about perception, so saying your in pain, is actually sort of weak. So i went to work with a tooth ache, and a tooth ache impacts your whole entire head, and i did it without any pain medicine, so it SUCKED! I couldn't stay the whole night, and i clocked out near 9:00, which is really early seeing we get let off around 12-1 AM, so i went home smelly like campfire smoke, watched some How To Train your Dragon (completly muggle fantasy- dragons are really harmful) and slept forever. That was probably the most amazing thing of the day- sleeping so much, and the B's but STILL!




Nice Thing of the Day: Sarah has this Marilyn Monroe look, that i'm really jealous of, because not only does she have the look, the face and hair, just like everyone else, but she also has the figure, so she could totally play as a twin as oh i don't know- the most remembered super model in the united STATES! possibly the whole WORLD! ENVY! haha

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Romeo oh Romeo ...

Well, i've been waiting awhile to use that title :) Romeo left for two years on monday, and i think i'm beginning to cope a little bit, i think the constant reminder on facebook of my profile picture wasn't helping, so i changed it to a cuter one and i think that took my mind off of Romeo for a while. So in the mean time i got a talk for Stake Conference (in front of easily hundreds of people) its scary, but i'm excited at the same time. I get red in front of everyone, so alot of concealer will be on my face. I can't think about that right now. Because lo and behold as soon as he called, he mentioned Romeo, and a friend of mine and how he was proud for me being a missionary, sorry this is so religious everybody! but i got a little sad again, i'm ok though now, i'm thinking of that Legally Blonde Opening Credits song "perfect day" its an AMAZING mood booster! and you know what comes on tonight!? GREY'S ANATOMY! and i think its hard to be upset when Dreamy and Twisty are Married (though personally? I watch for Christina and Hunt) and though as hard as it may seem, I believe that i am a more fangirl of Erik (phantom of the opera) then i will ever be Cedric, Ron, Mcdreamy, Mcsteamy, and dare i say it.... Owen *GASP* haha ok ok but i am a ginger fan, after all i'm a ginger myself. Ginger Pride, though i find it funny i'm highly religious and i have "no soul" thanks to South Park. Stupid Show, but i still find it funny and ironic... VERY ironic, i mean i'm the kid if you run over a leaf in autumn on the road i'll say "poor leaf" in my head.... i can go hours on it, how the leaf felt, how it was just looking for a new home because the tree disowned him after he died his hair from green to yellow and how the tree is a bad parent. Weird aren't i? i thought so :)


Nice Thing: Sarah raised me as a kid, she often was the one who made me oatmeal and taught me to stop suckign my thumb in public, and to buy Flattering clothes on my size, to chew with my mouth closed, and a bunch of other disgusting but necessary things, but my mom was sort of hesitant to teach me that, she sort of figured we'd learn on our own, lo and behold i have a now 10 year old sister with Braces who doesn't know how to cover her mouth when she eats. EWWWW! sarah where are you?

Snot Volcanoes and Phantom Fandom

So the disease of SNOT VOLCANOES! my sister and i have managed to catch it at the same time, from east to west coast. Terrifying? I thought so! Its weird, i had a humidifyer and EVERYTHING (which burned me as i was watching the puffy clouds- i think it resents me from its constant growling) other then that it wasn't a very Crowded day- i got some shrimp fried rice, after my promise to myself to get away from McDonalds addiction that was yummy and i also got my young womans award :)

Nice Thing: Sarah loves beauty books. She's like that person when you don't know what to do and your panicking, i remember for my eight grade dance she took one of her best dresses and put me inside of it, and started to put baby powder in my hair because little miss me thought conditioner was to make hair shiny and smooth, and didn't know when enough was enough. I thought back then it was torture, now i know that i can turn to her for all that advice you can't really learn in magazines, but family.

Cat Naps and Celestial Drinks.

My dad says orange juice is the drink of heaven. Its odd- but today all i can say is ditto. I woke up and i was SOOOOO sick and when i say sick- i slept until 1 PM.... WOW haha, and i still have SOME homework, but i'm not so concerned any more, i'm well rested, i need to learn how to video blog, not going to lie that was pretty cool

Romeo leaves in about 10 hours. Wow. Who knew it would come so soon? ... I don't really have a set reaction, my brain puts itself in autopilot- and thats alot easier to live with, the months fly faster, time goes by.... but with that, i sort of lose myself, and honestly? That scares me, this is one of the saddest entries- probably THE saddest... why? I don't like sadness. I've been there, i remember three years of my mom constantly every winter picking me up from school because they thought i was mentally unstable- but more then that, i remember how i felt. i was confused, i was angry, i was constantly upset and i felt like no one could do anything right but me. How messed up is that? And what was worse? i'm one of the cases that was depicted as light. reasonably controlled. YUCK! but i'm alright now, lets not sit aorund the fire and sing Kum-Ba-Yah shall we? All i know is that 'auto-pilot' is good and its bad, it keeps you away from pain... it keeps you away from joy. Its like a blank white paper being called beautiful, its not ugly, but its not a masterpeice. Its weird i know....

nice thing:

Sarah? She's spiritual in a way everyone else is scared of. When a warrior comes back from war- who gets more respect? the person with no scares and a badge of honor, or the guy who got his arm blown off and teased in the barraks? Oddly. Sarah is the one with scares, most of us overlook. She's been in situation that people say oh thats her fault, but whats more important, she comes back and she comes back with wicked scars, stories that are honorable, my sister is a warrior. Like Arwen or Rosalie, she came back instead of going to the better life. She came back to be scorned and bullied, but she chooses not to tell her stories, to me my sister is a hero

Sonic and Marin

SO what happened today? Oddly enough Marin got a boyfriend, Marin got a boyfriend and is being very chill about it. I'm dating *Sonic* he's awesome, but REALLY chill, which scares me, he's the type that hates talking about ANYTHING during relationships to other people, like everyone has to be in the dark that Marin is dating *Sonic*. Why do i call him *Sonic*? Well, he has spiky hair and he does parkour (Spelled right?) and he does those rolly things that remind me of the hedgehog, he lives in his basment/ underground like hedgehogs, and his noce is cute and round. LIKE A HEDGHOG! so therefore- his name is *Sonic* But basically, we've been thinking about it for a while and he asked me basically in the middle of church like...
Sonic: I have something to tell you
Marin: Like?
Sonic: I'm ready (to go out)
Marin: So it official then
Sonic: I guess so
Marin: AWESOME *high five* *walk away*


How romantic. Don't you think?! Haha, don't judge me!


Nice Thing: Sarah has this hand-movement with her inside joke. She once explained this inside joke, but i forgot. ALl i remember is that it started as "i judge you" and it got shortened to "Judge" and you shake a little fist, its not like "i'm going to kill you" fist, its more like flicking your wrist with a clenched fist. And i love how i know exactly what it means, she's constant with her hand motions :)

Why didn't i write on Saturday you ask?

So my schedule for Saturday
Wake up 10 AM
Chores 11AM
FREAK OUT ABOUT LOST STUFF 11-1
Walmart frustration 1:30- 5:00
Dinner 5:10- 5:15
Work : 5:35- ........ 2:30 AM

WHAT!?! It was awesome, but so tiresome! i was sick but enjoying it for the most part. I feel sort of dazed with Romeo around. Its odd. Like i can't think straight and don't get all "That because you LOVE him oooo la la" because i don't, i just can't concentrate, i think its due to chemicals and the idea that we spent three years on and off and we won't let that recover. Its like a scab that keeps being picked at because heaven knows- we all did that as a little kid. Right? Or was that me? But anyway, come 1 AM i was really hyper for some reason, i talked about having hope about the earth's physical state, and *Vicki * (my manager (who's the same age as me) (and a guy despite my nickname)) face being the scariest thing in the whole entire forest, *Vicki* being *Vicki* He laughed, it made me feel better. I then begged for four dollars to buy a hat which is neon orange with a black puff ball at the top, its amazing! and i repayed my best friend *Brock* by sneaking up on him and tackling him with a hug, that made him spill hot cider all over his sister, he laughed about it but i did my tomato face stunt, which was embarassing, if you don't understand Tomato Face, look at Bashful from Snow White!!!


Other then that planning on attending another Walmart frakout session VERY soon :P

Nice Thing: I remember wanting to be popular when i was in middle school. It was my dream, my fantasy to have this 6 foot mexican fall in love with me. And he shall be named *Juan* because believe it or not alot of people know alot of Juan's. so she brought to me this invention, it was a book that she spent forever on, telling me all the popular stores i needed to go to and what i need in my closet and how to do my hair, it was nice and crafty, and what does naive sensitive marin do? Write i hate you you don't understand me on the back. sad day. But to this day i still have the book, its amazing, and i laugh about how factual it is, and how sad it is that i didn't listen to it sooner :/ but still! She takes alot of effort and time to give the PERFECT gifts :)

The Sarah Moment

So Play Practice. Oh how i love Play Practice. Especially Full Cast rehearsals (sarcasm) So their is a thing in my school, where all the drama players are like a HUGE glee club, we sing, (spontaneously) and dance. And were like a family, its pretty hard core. Except like every family, we have that ONE that ONE that everyone secretly hates but keeps around because they have talent- like Puck on Glee or in season one Dr. McSteamy of Grey's Anatomy. So were going to call this boy in this blog Puck, because he is anything BUT a McSteamy. So *Puck* started calling one of my little sisters a slut... to her face.... on stage... with everyone watching... granted it was a five minute break so not everyone was there, and he was pretty casual about it so it wasn't a GRAND climactic moment, but still for me it was. I leaned over and said some pretty cool things i didn't know i had in me "*Puck* *Thing #2* (my friend) is like a little sister to me, she is my family, so is every midnight player, if you call her a slut, i'm a slut, and if you think i'm a slut your seriously disturbed" If you've never met me, i'm the kid with sleeves on her homecoming dress. Obviously NOT the slut. Later while everyone was cooled down, I wasn't so again i went off about his freedom of expression, versus the public profanity. it eventually lead to this
*Puck*: It was a joke she knows that!
Me: No, actually she doesn't, things you say to her now could affect her later
*Puck*: She should take it as a joke
Me: Did it sound like a joke?
*Puck*: Is it a crime to express my opinion?
Me: It is if it involves crushing my families self worth
*Puck*: This is not my family
Me: Then what are you doing here!?.... Get Out... Get Out...
*turns around to see two juniors wide eyed at me*
Me: Did you hear me say that.. I'm sorry!!!!


Which brings me to my nice thing: Sarah would do that without saying i'm sorry, i love how passionate and blunt she can be at the same time, and so commanding while being passionate me for example, i would've never said "get out" i would've said "why don't you leave if you don't think that much about us? Thats not very healthy silly" Sarah on the other hand says "Oh no- GET OUT" and is KICK BUTT AWESOME, she reminds me of Kat on 10 things i hate about you, in a AWESOME way!

Bring on the Big Mac

Its Thursday- you know what i love about thursday? GREY'S ANATOMY AND VAMPIRE DIARIES! its AMAZING you know? Of course, it also means T-Vo'd survivor, which is awesome also, but i'm a proud follower of the Dark and Twisty Sisters, :) so with that comes my "report of the day"- that reminds me of my childhood, my dad would talk during dinner, and ask us for a "report of the day" it was fun, telling him all the stuff that was going on in our lives, but its alot harder now that were older. For example- my report of the day goes a little like this....

So my friend *Romeo* leaves in four days for two years, and he offered a day to hang out just me and him, and me being Juliet, oh so young, naive, immature and idiotic Juliet, said OF COURSE! its not as bad as i'm making it out to be, We talked at his house, hung out, took a LONG DRIVE breakfast at Duncan Doughnuts, lunch at McDonalds (My second Big Mac EVER) and watching some TV edited DareDevil :P i think he's my favorite hero, he's pretty kick-butt if i do say so myself. So i basically said goodbye to him... for two years... Yikes... :/

Its reports like these, 17 year olds don't want to tell my dad. And you know the funny part? I told him already, he was 'dissapointed' but something inside of me says it was TOTALLY worth it! And i bet you guys are all saying "well he was going to find out anyway if he ever looked online" WRONG!!! he doesn't look at my or my sisters (www.singme2heaven.blogspot.com) blog Ever, he's sort of out of sight out of mind guy, like me




Nice Thing: So sarah has this triumphant image burned in my mind, its the image of the cat in the Emperor's new groove as she's holding the potion laugh her butt off and falling thirty stories down, and all you can her is the helium mua ha ha ha, sarah is cute, but the triumph she has is AWESOME, it makes your day :)

The Hand in the Cookie Jar.

So when i thought of this title, i almost laughed. Why? Because i believed i was in trouble (and still secretlty do) I forgot to post! And when i say forgot i mean my labtop (Roberto) was uncooperative and i threw him to the ground in defeat at precisley 11:01 PM. I didn't do much yesterday (just look at the post!) but i am back to my usual self... i suppose. Just burried under loads and loads of work, where i'm most comfortable. As odd as it sounds i like work, I like the idea of stress because it makes me think, and it makes me believe i am smart and intelligent- when in reality, i'm stupid for choosing classes that assign way too much for High School Students. HIGH SCHOOL! stupid muggles get it right!

Currently i'm sitting in the computer lab, which suprisingly is full of mostly boys, in fact i only see one girl besides me in the room (full of roughly 15 people) granted most are nerdy, or dusch bags that eat sun chips the manly way (By tipping the crumbs into your mouth with the whole bag, so it looks like the bag is swallowing your face) which i made a portrait of him, which i shall share :)

Other then that, i'm fine :) waiting for *Romeo* to leave (six days) to Denver for two years, which i'm slightly confused about right now, (Refer to Last Post) :(

Nice Thing:

She's so good at opera singing, she's like Christene with BRAINS! and GOOD JUDGEMENT! (not following creepy guys,)

The Reign of the Laser- Eyed teacher, and the Diet Coke

I BEAT THE LASER EYED RITA SKEETER GLASSES TEACHER! HA! triumph! after much work i've gone from a 35/50 to a 47/50, much improved and i feel very very proud of myself, granted my father helped but STILL! they say use your resources right? They should reword that one day- haha! Today is a very Very good day, i'm proud of myself for the most part :) I say most part because i am still looking around and seeing beautiful pictures, when i'm still on the eh.. side- but you know? i don't mind much, this being my first photography class, and this being there... how many? This has to be their third or second class at LEAST so HA! another kick it to the man! :)



I'm silently wishing this project would somehow roll over and die. *BELL*

But later that night, i went to a Wooton Volleyball game (with *Romeo* and my brother, and cousin) it was fun, except it felt too much like a boys night, and i felt bad, i went to the volleyball game and sadly did homework for the most of the night, which is depressing once you think about it. I was too angsty abotu volleyball (I tried out when i was a freshman and got rejected) and i didn't want to start sitting around in a circle and tell my life story. How Cliche you know? And so after that *Romeo* had to do alot of meetings so My family members and i goofed off and ate our dinner (McDonalds, which i felt nauseous after) and afterwards, he got really mad at me for not wearing a seat belt, called me childish, said i was bad at applying make up and all this other stuff, i was really upset because Hello!?! Who wouldn't be? I choked through a hug and went inside, sadly the only thing good that happened that night, was i got my homework done and had a diet coke. :) But at least i got a diet coke


Nice Thing: Sarah and i were talking once, once upon a time when the most astounding thing was said, she said that if any lead role she wanted she wanted to be Elle Woods in Legally Blonde the Musical, i was surprised because looking at Sarah, there is not alot of the Elle Woods, Peppy and Bubbly and SUNSHINEY! everywhere! But it reminded me of how surprising my sister is, you can never predict what jokes she'll make or the comments under her breath, there all different and every time she comes home i have so many inside jokes and catch phrases
Pandas Say Moo
Judge That
Jude *twitch Twitch Twitch*
Dark And Twisty (courtesy of Meredith and Christina)

The Sneaky Juliet

I love making the titles. Possibly the best part of making a blog- you get to make funny titles (or am i just weird?) (That's probably the situation) I personally believe that today if anyone, i'm probably Juliet. To make a fancy analogy (because lord knows we ALL have time for Marin's analogies) You know that girl where everyone could say Don't do anything stupid! and you do a 180 (turn completly around, then turn around again) to see that girl doing something COMPLETLY stupid? Thats me in a way. Today i went to McDonalds and to Edwards Ferry with that stupid *Romeo* you see, i don't think he'd like his name on the internet. Who knows who might see it (because i'm so popular (that was sarcastic (laugh please))) And it was delicious, whoever said Mcdonalds was disgusting, clearly has never had it after AP lit with a angry cat-lady english teacher, that secretly hides laser beams behind her Rita-Skeeter glasses (i refer of course to teacher #4) And i feel sneaky. Why? Because i fled campus and almost wanted to cover my mouth from laughing (how pathetic) i secretly believed that i had defeated "the man", but besides that ... whoops the bell... (stupid bell)


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When i say bell- i have AP photgraphy my fifth period (sigh YES i am a highschooler. For your information i go to Hogwarts- i'm a hufflepuff, but i'm taking a semester of my fifth year out for independent muggle studies abroad program. And Yes i hate it.) And my class is fun, except when it inturrupts my blogging (how dare the bell) and anyway... i think i was getting off topic anyway. I took another play practice too hard today, due to my perfect double, who is AMAZING at memorizing when me?.... not so much! but thats alright, i'll learn eventually. It was just another boring day (though it doesn't sound like it. I mean come on- teachers with hidden laser beams?) I kind of admit. I love to blog (its a secret. don't tell anyone :P) And So Juliet Concludes with nice thing number 2#

#2: So with her genius' attitude, she has this wonderful idea of reality. For all Grey's Anatomy lovers, i have Christina Yang as a sister, except not the sappy part (though i don't blame her at all) And with that WONDERFUL analogy, (i'm getting off topic) i love that she's down to earth- it sort of balances us out because i'm up in the clouds (hogwarts... laser beams... columbus day) and she's super cool about it- she doesn't even notice it half the time. Her snappy come backs and awesome get-it-done-right-or-don't-do-it-at-all are really good for times when you don't know what to do. I remember calling her when i lost my mom's credit card (stupid muggle device) or was it my wallet? It was SOMETHING important. and while I was flipping out saying OMGSH OMGSH OMGSH OMGSH she simply took the realistic point in saying "well you'll have to get it back somehow- so stop freaking out!!" it was very pleasant, don't get me wrong, she can be comforting and all supportive and "aww i'm sorry" but i love the face she has that balance :) (THAT WAS REALLY LONG!)

Brownie Points

How would i describe the purpose of this blog
Simple- in two words exactly (instead of the cliche three (why is it always three anyway?))

Brownie. Points. (N.: The act of sucking up, to the point where it becomes a reward system with "brownie points"- an innocent way of saying sucking up)


My sister and i have been fighting for a while (Different Stories- but thats for another day). I never call her and its pretty sad. I have a horrible mentality of out of sight out of mind, which is bad- why? Because i have a brother on a mission (He's been gone since last august (no its not the FBI(I wish)) but its religious- he's been gone for 13/24 months) (ouch) and i barely write him, and while he's too busy notice, i have a darling older sister who lives in Utah (due to college) who is too smart for her own good, and she gets surrounded by family nazi's- you know the kids in college that get goodies just because its a random holiday- i just had a mental image of a kid getting one of those ships in a bottle for Columbus day and in the bottle, millions of cookies and stickers, and i love you cards and the coupons with a ripped up "one free punch" coupon. haha. Anyway, i'm writing this blog as a first step, because i'm better on a computer then anywhere else (As pathetic as that sounds) and i want to be better at showing i care, because i do, i just need to show it more.

So with that i'm trying to get to know her better.And everyone else for that matter, my friends abroad, penpals, wizard rockers, family, missionaries, anyone who has time enough to laugh at my lame jokes (like the kid with that colombus day gift) And could use some comedy (Thats language clean and does not concern ones mother or themselves) ALSO one last thing, at the end of each note, i say something nice for Sarah, because i need to make up for time's lost



Nice Thing #1- Well. Ever meet a SMART blonde? I have, actually she's genius, so genius in the way it makes me feel stupid for so many cases- for instance i call her crying saying "*ROMEO* has not been calling and then he did and said i smelled bad and he hates my hair" and then my Sarah says "Why don't you break up with him?" .... see what i mean..... Genius....!!!