This is Halloween,...This is Halloween

What i did in Markoffs Saturday Night: That was my funnest night, full of snarling climbing on bus seats and chasing people :) and soooo many pain killers (5 advil, 2 tylonol) so after that though i had one of those life talks with a guy i didn't know so well (*Woody*), but i can tell there'd be nothing between us, and with those guys i keep them really close to me, because i just KNOW nothing would be there to screw it up you know? That lasted about an hour, then we were driving home (1:00 AM) and we decide... Let's let *Woody* drive, so we let him drive and he goes BANANAS! and I only screamed once out of twenty minutes, so then another friend of mine *Twitchy* wants to drive, i let her drive, i have never felt so crazy, like a real rollar coaster! WOW! and she only made it THREE minutes... hahaha

From there we went home and i slept.... .Sunday (today) i went to church and got to see *Sonic* we held hands, and it was cute :)


Letter to Romeo: 1

Nice Thing of the Day: Its easy to read Sarah's emotions sometimes, when you want to know if there's anything wrong, look at her eyes and you can tell if their slanted or not, she has a REAL good evil glare, that makes it easier for guys to tell if she's mad/ crying/ upset. But i like it because me? I blank out, i'm a mask and people are like... "whats wrong?" and i couldn't tell them... but Sarah at least gives you a hint :)


HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

the day of "Awww i want one.... Later"

So i have a confession to make. You know those pathetic girls that dream of rasing a family? Thats me, or at least, today that was me... I learned about babies after going to a baby shower of a leader of mines, it was fun! We ate sandwhiches and i learned your not supposed to feel a baby blanket softness with your face, the angry elders looked at me like "What are you doing?" I found that Amelia the three year old is also fascinating, check this out- she said WOW as she opened a present of SOCKS to her, it was SOCKS, and she looks at them and said "WOW" haha, and she doesn't know how to say thank you yet though. I thought "Wow" was enough of a thank you though. Babies are adorable, and i learned about the hospital process, apparently the husband makes alot bigger difference if he's there or not, or alot bigger difference then i thought he would amake :/ i thought he was there as a stress toy to be like "I HATE YOU" or "YOU DID THIS TO ME" or "AHHHHHHH" to him, i didn't think he actually helped. I thought he was one of those people just in the way like a "what do i do- what do i do?!" sort of helpless and lost when it comes to stress of woman, like when woman get really emotional, or recieving a beautiful gift of mother nature and he looks at you saying "Do you need a.... *dramatic pause* tampon?" And your like "YES STUPID HEAD GO GET ME A TAMPON!" but still. that sounds weird, i think guys have a phobia for tampons except for gay guys THANK YOU GAY GUYS! every girl needs a gay best friend. a friend in that situation would be like "Ok i'm guessing platex and chocolate and would you like to go out for icecream and clothes?" and you would be like "I love you" in my head, To my poor helpless straight guy friends

Lesson on awkward girly moments: Don't make it look awkward, make a joke if you have to! (but don't joke about how bad we look, that only makes it worse) GROVEL if you have to... Be prepared to do ANYTHING she asks you to, that's legal of course, and treat her like a fragile glass ball ... thats trying to jump off a building. Just be cautious alert and hold us close :)





With that...

Nice Thing: Sarah is the only other person who meow's with me, when i purr or make any animal sounds, she has this innocent curious look and goes "meow?" its awesome, because no one else would do that... they'd just be like "WOAH WHAT WAS THAT!?" and i'd sigh and be like "Get used to it"

Friday, the day of VICTORY and pain

So on friday i had a MAJOR self esteem boost
an AP literature in-class essay with Tobachinik: B
AP art history final: B

AMAZING! i had so much adrenaline! i was like YEAH I"M DUMBLEDORE SMART! all day- it was fun :) and i also had to go to the forest, which i thought i could handle but i couldn't. You see i have a tooth ache, and where i work Pain is sort of a joke, like its all about perception, so saying your in pain, is actually sort of weak. So i went to work with a tooth ache, and a tooth ache impacts your whole entire head, and i did it without any pain medicine, so it SUCKED! I couldn't stay the whole night, and i clocked out near 9:00, which is really early seeing we get let off around 12-1 AM, so i went home smelly like campfire smoke, watched some How To Train your Dragon (completly muggle fantasy- dragons are really harmful) and slept forever. That was probably the most amazing thing of the day- sleeping so much, and the B's but STILL!




Nice Thing of the Day: Sarah has this Marilyn Monroe look, that i'm really jealous of, because not only does she have the look, the face and hair, just like everyone else, but she also has the figure, so she could totally play as a twin as oh i don't know- the most remembered super model in the united STATES! possibly the whole WORLD! ENVY! haha

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Romeo oh Romeo ...

Well, i've been waiting awhile to use that title :) Romeo left for two years on monday, and i think i'm beginning to cope a little bit, i think the constant reminder on facebook of my profile picture wasn't helping, so i changed it to a cuter one and i think that took my mind off of Romeo for a while. So in the mean time i got a talk for Stake Conference (in front of easily hundreds of people) its scary, but i'm excited at the same time. I get red in front of everyone, so alot of concealer will be on my face. I can't think about that right now. Because lo and behold as soon as he called, he mentioned Romeo, and a friend of mine and how he was proud for me being a missionary, sorry this is so religious everybody! but i got a little sad again, i'm ok though now, i'm thinking of that Legally Blonde Opening Credits song "perfect day" its an AMAZING mood booster! and you know what comes on tonight!? GREY'S ANATOMY! and i think its hard to be upset when Dreamy and Twisty are Married (though personally? I watch for Christina and Hunt) and though as hard as it may seem, I believe that i am a more fangirl of Erik (phantom of the opera) then i will ever be Cedric, Ron, Mcdreamy, Mcsteamy, and dare i say it.... Owen *GASP* haha ok ok but i am a ginger fan, after all i'm a ginger myself. Ginger Pride, though i find it funny i'm highly religious and i have "no soul" thanks to South Park. Stupid Show, but i still find it funny and ironic... VERY ironic, i mean i'm the kid if you run over a leaf in autumn on the road i'll say "poor leaf" in my head.... i can go hours on it, how the leaf felt, how it was just looking for a new home because the tree disowned him after he died his hair from green to yellow and how the tree is a bad parent. Weird aren't i? i thought so :)


Nice Thing: Sarah raised me as a kid, she often was the one who made me oatmeal and taught me to stop suckign my thumb in public, and to buy Flattering clothes on my size, to chew with my mouth closed, and a bunch of other disgusting but necessary things, but my mom was sort of hesitant to teach me that, she sort of figured we'd learn on our own, lo and behold i have a now 10 year old sister with Braces who doesn't know how to cover her mouth when she eats. EWWWW! sarah where are you?

Snot Volcanoes and Phantom Fandom

So the disease of SNOT VOLCANOES! my sister and i have managed to catch it at the same time, from east to west coast. Terrifying? I thought so! Its weird, i had a humidifyer and EVERYTHING (which burned me as i was watching the puffy clouds- i think it resents me from its constant growling) other then that it wasn't a very Crowded day- i got some shrimp fried rice, after my promise to myself to get away from McDonalds addiction that was yummy and i also got my young womans award :)

Nice Thing: Sarah loves beauty books. She's like that person when you don't know what to do and your panicking, i remember for my eight grade dance she took one of her best dresses and put me inside of it, and started to put baby powder in my hair because little miss me thought conditioner was to make hair shiny and smooth, and didn't know when enough was enough. I thought back then it was torture, now i know that i can turn to her for all that advice you can't really learn in magazines, but family.

Cat Naps and Celestial Drinks.

My dad says orange juice is the drink of heaven. Its odd- but today all i can say is ditto. I woke up and i was SOOOOO sick and when i say sick- i slept until 1 PM.... WOW haha, and i still have SOME homework, but i'm not so concerned any more, i'm well rested, i need to learn how to video blog, not going to lie that was pretty cool

Romeo leaves in about 10 hours. Wow. Who knew it would come so soon? ... I don't really have a set reaction, my brain puts itself in autopilot- and thats alot easier to live with, the months fly faster, time goes by.... but with that, i sort of lose myself, and honestly? That scares me, this is one of the saddest entries- probably THE saddest... why? I don't like sadness. I've been there, i remember three years of my mom constantly every winter picking me up from school because they thought i was mentally unstable- but more then that, i remember how i felt. i was confused, i was angry, i was constantly upset and i felt like no one could do anything right but me. How messed up is that? And what was worse? i'm one of the cases that was depicted as light. reasonably controlled. YUCK! but i'm alright now, lets not sit aorund the fire and sing Kum-Ba-Yah shall we? All i know is that 'auto-pilot' is good and its bad, it keeps you away from pain... it keeps you away from joy. Its like a blank white paper being called beautiful, its not ugly, but its not a masterpeice. Its weird i know....

nice thing:

Sarah? She's spiritual in a way everyone else is scared of. When a warrior comes back from war- who gets more respect? the person with no scares and a badge of honor, or the guy who got his arm blown off and teased in the barraks? Oddly. Sarah is the one with scares, most of us overlook. She's been in situation that people say oh thats her fault, but whats more important, she comes back and she comes back with wicked scars, stories that are honorable, my sister is a warrior. Like Arwen or Rosalie, she came back instead of going to the better life. She came back to be scorned and bullied, but she chooses not to tell her stories, to me my sister is a hero

Sonic and Marin

SO what happened today? Oddly enough Marin got a boyfriend, Marin got a boyfriend and is being very chill about it. I'm dating *Sonic* he's awesome, but REALLY chill, which scares me, he's the type that hates talking about ANYTHING during relationships to other people, like everyone has to be in the dark that Marin is dating *Sonic*. Why do i call him *Sonic*? Well, he has spiky hair and he does parkour (Spelled right?) and he does those rolly things that remind me of the hedgehog, he lives in his basment/ underground like hedgehogs, and his noce is cute and round. LIKE A HEDGHOG! so therefore- his name is *Sonic* But basically, we've been thinking about it for a while and he asked me basically in the middle of church like...
Sonic: I have something to tell you
Marin: Like?
Sonic: I'm ready (to go out)
Marin: So it official then
Sonic: I guess so
Marin: AWESOME *high five* *walk away*


How romantic. Don't you think?! Haha, don't judge me!


Nice Thing: Sarah has this hand-movement with her inside joke. She once explained this inside joke, but i forgot. ALl i remember is that it started as "i judge you" and it got shortened to "Judge" and you shake a little fist, its not like "i'm going to kill you" fist, its more like flicking your wrist with a clenched fist. And i love how i know exactly what it means, she's constant with her hand motions :)

Why didn't i write on Saturday you ask?

So my schedule for Saturday
Wake up 10 AM
Chores 11AM
FREAK OUT ABOUT LOST STUFF 11-1
Walmart frustration 1:30- 5:00
Dinner 5:10- 5:15
Work : 5:35- ........ 2:30 AM

WHAT!?! It was awesome, but so tiresome! i was sick but enjoying it for the most part. I feel sort of dazed with Romeo around. Its odd. Like i can't think straight and don't get all "That because you LOVE him oooo la la" because i don't, i just can't concentrate, i think its due to chemicals and the idea that we spent three years on and off and we won't let that recover. Its like a scab that keeps being picked at because heaven knows- we all did that as a little kid. Right? Or was that me? But anyway, come 1 AM i was really hyper for some reason, i talked about having hope about the earth's physical state, and *Vicki * (my manager (who's the same age as me) (and a guy despite my nickname)) face being the scariest thing in the whole entire forest, *Vicki* being *Vicki* He laughed, it made me feel better. I then begged for four dollars to buy a hat which is neon orange with a black puff ball at the top, its amazing! and i repayed my best friend *Brock* by sneaking up on him and tackling him with a hug, that made him spill hot cider all over his sister, he laughed about it but i did my tomato face stunt, which was embarassing, if you don't understand Tomato Face, look at Bashful from Snow White!!!


Other then that planning on attending another Walmart frakout session VERY soon :P

Nice Thing: I remember wanting to be popular when i was in middle school. It was my dream, my fantasy to have this 6 foot mexican fall in love with me. And he shall be named *Juan* because believe it or not alot of people know alot of Juan's. so she brought to me this invention, it was a book that she spent forever on, telling me all the popular stores i needed to go to and what i need in my closet and how to do my hair, it was nice and crafty, and what does naive sensitive marin do? Write i hate you you don't understand me on the back. sad day. But to this day i still have the book, its amazing, and i laugh about how factual it is, and how sad it is that i didn't listen to it sooner :/ but still! She takes alot of effort and time to give the PERFECT gifts :)

The Sarah Moment

So Play Practice. Oh how i love Play Practice. Especially Full Cast rehearsals (sarcasm) So their is a thing in my school, where all the drama players are like a HUGE glee club, we sing, (spontaneously) and dance. And were like a family, its pretty hard core. Except like every family, we have that ONE that ONE that everyone secretly hates but keeps around because they have talent- like Puck on Glee or in season one Dr. McSteamy of Grey's Anatomy. So were going to call this boy in this blog Puck, because he is anything BUT a McSteamy. So *Puck* started calling one of my little sisters a slut... to her face.... on stage... with everyone watching... granted it was a five minute break so not everyone was there, and he was pretty casual about it so it wasn't a GRAND climactic moment, but still for me it was. I leaned over and said some pretty cool things i didn't know i had in me "*Puck* *Thing #2* (my friend) is like a little sister to me, she is my family, so is every midnight player, if you call her a slut, i'm a slut, and if you think i'm a slut your seriously disturbed" If you've never met me, i'm the kid with sleeves on her homecoming dress. Obviously NOT the slut. Later while everyone was cooled down, I wasn't so again i went off about his freedom of expression, versus the public profanity. it eventually lead to this
*Puck*: It was a joke she knows that!
Me: No, actually she doesn't, things you say to her now could affect her later
*Puck*: She should take it as a joke
Me: Did it sound like a joke?
*Puck*: Is it a crime to express my opinion?
Me: It is if it involves crushing my families self worth
*Puck*: This is not my family
Me: Then what are you doing here!?.... Get Out... Get Out...
*turns around to see two juniors wide eyed at me*
Me: Did you hear me say that.. I'm sorry!!!!


Which brings me to my nice thing: Sarah would do that without saying i'm sorry, i love how passionate and blunt she can be at the same time, and so commanding while being passionate me for example, i would've never said "get out" i would've said "why don't you leave if you don't think that much about us? Thats not very healthy silly" Sarah on the other hand says "Oh no- GET OUT" and is KICK BUTT AWESOME, she reminds me of Kat on 10 things i hate about you, in a AWESOME way!

Bring on the Big Mac

Its Thursday- you know what i love about thursday? GREY'S ANATOMY AND VAMPIRE DIARIES! its AMAZING you know? Of course, it also means T-Vo'd survivor, which is awesome also, but i'm a proud follower of the Dark and Twisty Sisters, :) so with that comes my "report of the day"- that reminds me of my childhood, my dad would talk during dinner, and ask us for a "report of the day" it was fun, telling him all the stuff that was going on in our lives, but its alot harder now that were older. For example- my report of the day goes a little like this....

So my friend *Romeo* leaves in four days for two years, and he offered a day to hang out just me and him, and me being Juliet, oh so young, naive, immature and idiotic Juliet, said OF COURSE! its not as bad as i'm making it out to be, We talked at his house, hung out, took a LONG DRIVE breakfast at Duncan Doughnuts, lunch at McDonalds (My second Big Mac EVER) and watching some TV edited DareDevil :P i think he's my favorite hero, he's pretty kick-butt if i do say so myself. So i basically said goodbye to him... for two years... Yikes... :/

Its reports like these, 17 year olds don't want to tell my dad. And you know the funny part? I told him already, he was 'dissapointed' but something inside of me says it was TOTALLY worth it! And i bet you guys are all saying "well he was going to find out anyway if he ever looked online" WRONG!!! he doesn't look at my or my sisters (www.singme2heaven.blogspot.com) blog Ever, he's sort of out of sight out of mind guy, like me




Nice Thing: So sarah has this triumphant image burned in my mind, its the image of the cat in the Emperor's new groove as she's holding the potion laugh her butt off and falling thirty stories down, and all you can her is the helium mua ha ha ha, sarah is cute, but the triumph she has is AWESOME, it makes your day :)

The Hand in the Cookie Jar.

So when i thought of this title, i almost laughed. Why? Because i believed i was in trouble (and still secretlty do) I forgot to post! And when i say forgot i mean my labtop (Roberto) was uncooperative and i threw him to the ground in defeat at precisley 11:01 PM. I didn't do much yesterday (just look at the post!) but i am back to my usual self... i suppose. Just burried under loads and loads of work, where i'm most comfortable. As odd as it sounds i like work, I like the idea of stress because it makes me think, and it makes me believe i am smart and intelligent- when in reality, i'm stupid for choosing classes that assign way too much for High School Students. HIGH SCHOOL! stupid muggles get it right!

Currently i'm sitting in the computer lab, which suprisingly is full of mostly boys, in fact i only see one girl besides me in the room (full of roughly 15 people) granted most are nerdy, or dusch bags that eat sun chips the manly way (By tipping the crumbs into your mouth with the whole bag, so it looks like the bag is swallowing your face) which i made a portrait of him, which i shall share :)

Other then that, i'm fine :) waiting for *Romeo* to leave (six days) to Denver for two years, which i'm slightly confused about right now, (Refer to Last Post) :(

Nice Thing:

She's so good at opera singing, she's like Christene with BRAINS! and GOOD JUDGEMENT! (not following creepy guys,)

The Reign of the Laser- Eyed teacher, and the Diet Coke

I BEAT THE LASER EYED RITA SKEETER GLASSES TEACHER! HA! triumph! after much work i've gone from a 35/50 to a 47/50, much improved and i feel very very proud of myself, granted my father helped but STILL! they say use your resources right? They should reword that one day- haha! Today is a very Very good day, i'm proud of myself for the most part :) I say most part because i am still looking around and seeing beautiful pictures, when i'm still on the eh.. side- but you know? i don't mind much, this being my first photography class, and this being there... how many? This has to be their third or second class at LEAST so HA! another kick it to the man! :)



I'm silently wishing this project would somehow roll over and die. *BELL*

But later that night, i went to a Wooton Volleyball game (with *Romeo* and my brother, and cousin) it was fun, except it felt too much like a boys night, and i felt bad, i went to the volleyball game and sadly did homework for the most of the night, which is depressing once you think about it. I was too angsty abotu volleyball (I tried out when i was a freshman and got rejected) and i didn't want to start sitting around in a circle and tell my life story. How Cliche you know? And so after that *Romeo* had to do alot of meetings so My family members and i goofed off and ate our dinner (McDonalds, which i felt nauseous after) and afterwards, he got really mad at me for not wearing a seat belt, called me childish, said i was bad at applying make up and all this other stuff, i was really upset because Hello!?! Who wouldn't be? I choked through a hug and went inside, sadly the only thing good that happened that night, was i got my homework done and had a diet coke. :) But at least i got a diet coke


Nice Thing: Sarah and i were talking once, once upon a time when the most astounding thing was said, she said that if any lead role she wanted she wanted to be Elle Woods in Legally Blonde the Musical, i was surprised because looking at Sarah, there is not alot of the Elle Woods, Peppy and Bubbly and SUNSHINEY! everywhere! But it reminded me of how surprising my sister is, you can never predict what jokes she'll make or the comments under her breath, there all different and every time she comes home i have so many inside jokes and catch phrases
Pandas Say Moo
Judge That
Jude *twitch Twitch Twitch*
Dark And Twisty (courtesy of Meredith and Christina)

The Sneaky Juliet

I love making the titles. Possibly the best part of making a blog- you get to make funny titles (or am i just weird?) (That's probably the situation) I personally believe that today if anyone, i'm probably Juliet. To make a fancy analogy (because lord knows we ALL have time for Marin's analogies) You know that girl where everyone could say Don't do anything stupid! and you do a 180 (turn completly around, then turn around again) to see that girl doing something COMPLETLY stupid? Thats me in a way. Today i went to McDonalds and to Edwards Ferry with that stupid *Romeo* you see, i don't think he'd like his name on the internet. Who knows who might see it (because i'm so popular (that was sarcastic (laugh please))) And it was delicious, whoever said Mcdonalds was disgusting, clearly has never had it after AP lit with a angry cat-lady english teacher, that secretly hides laser beams behind her Rita-Skeeter glasses (i refer of course to teacher #4) And i feel sneaky. Why? Because i fled campus and almost wanted to cover my mouth from laughing (how pathetic) i secretly believed that i had defeated "the man", but besides that ... whoops the bell... (stupid bell)


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When i say bell- i have AP photgraphy my fifth period (sigh YES i am a highschooler. For your information i go to Hogwarts- i'm a hufflepuff, but i'm taking a semester of my fifth year out for independent muggle studies abroad program. And Yes i hate it.) And my class is fun, except when it inturrupts my blogging (how dare the bell) and anyway... i think i was getting off topic anyway. I took another play practice too hard today, due to my perfect double, who is AMAZING at memorizing when me?.... not so much! but thats alright, i'll learn eventually. It was just another boring day (though it doesn't sound like it. I mean come on- teachers with hidden laser beams?) I kind of admit. I love to blog (its a secret. don't tell anyone :P) And So Juliet Concludes with nice thing number 2#

#2: So with her genius' attitude, she has this wonderful idea of reality. For all Grey's Anatomy lovers, i have Christina Yang as a sister, except not the sappy part (though i don't blame her at all) And with that WONDERFUL analogy, (i'm getting off topic) i love that she's down to earth- it sort of balances us out because i'm up in the clouds (hogwarts... laser beams... columbus day) and she's super cool about it- she doesn't even notice it half the time. Her snappy come backs and awesome get-it-done-right-or-don't-do-it-at-all are really good for times when you don't know what to do. I remember calling her when i lost my mom's credit card (stupid muggle device) or was it my wallet? It was SOMETHING important. and while I was flipping out saying OMGSH OMGSH OMGSH OMGSH she simply took the realistic point in saying "well you'll have to get it back somehow- so stop freaking out!!" it was very pleasant, don't get me wrong, she can be comforting and all supportive and "aww i'm sorry" but i love the face she has that balance :) (THAT WAS REALLY LONG!)

Brownie Points

How would i describe the purpose of this blog
Simple- in two words exactly (instead of the cliche three (why is it always three anyway?))

Brownie. Points. (N.: The act of sucking up, to the point where it becomes a reward system with "brownie points"- an innocent way of saying sucking up)


My sister and i have been fighting for a while (Different Stories- but thats for another day). I never call her and its pretty sad. I have a horrible mentality of out of sight out of mind, which is bad- why? Because i have a brother on a mission (He's been gone since last august (no its not the FBI(I wish)) but its religious- he's been gone for 13/24 months) (ouch) and i barely write him, and while he's too busy notice, i have a darling older sister who lives in Utah (due to college) who is too smart for her own good, and she gets surrounded by family nazi's- you know the kids in college that get goodies just because its a random holiday- i just had a mental image of a kid getting one of those ships in a bottle for Columbus day and in the bottle, millions of cookies and stickers, and i love you cards and the coupons with a ripped up "one free punch" coupon. haha. Anyway, i'm writing this blog as a first step, because i'm better on a computer then anywhere else (As pathetic as that sounds) and i want to be better at showing i care, because i do, i just need to show it more.

So with that i'm trying to get to know her better.And everyone else for that matter, my friends abroad, penpals, wizard rockers, family, missionaries, anyone who has time enough to laugh at my lame jokes (like the kid with that colombus day gift) And could use some comedy (Thats language clean and does not concern ones mother or themselves) ALSO one last thing, at the end of each note, i say something nice for Sarah, because i need to make up for time's lost



Nice Thing #1- Well. Ever meet a SMART blonde? I have, actually she's genius, so genius in the way it makes me feel stupid for so many cases- for instance i call her crying saying "*ROMEO* has not been calling and then he did and said i smelled bad and he hates my hair" and then my Sarah says "Why don't you break up with him?" .... see what i mean..... Genius....!!!