The talk.

Apparently that went better then i thought. I was really nervous so i sat next to this old man who looked wise and really experienced, calm, cool, collected. and i was nervous, shaking with my hands, so i did a bracelet, and that was funny because the guy kept staring at me like "WHAT ARE YOU DOING YOU STUPID GIRL!" Little does he know i could use spells on him. Poor Muggle.
I stood up and gave my talk, for once i told the story of how i came to believe in the savior. it was cool, i didn't think i'd ever get to do that for anyone. And i just did it in front of hundreds of people. AHHH! And then a few woman missionaries stood in front of me and told me i was prepared to go on a mission. I wanted to pee my pants. The thought of leaving home scares me more then anything else on this planet. Most people hate this town, but me? I've grown to LOVE it, i can't live without it, and i'm going to get forced out of it very very very soon. Wow. I'm scared.

Hell Week. DUN DUN DUN DUN

So. The week of the show. Its called hell week, it started on thursday (11/11/10) so i haven't been writing at all, skipping facebook days, being drowned in homework, trying to make time for myself, its been AWFUL! i haven't returned any calls/ texts/ and i feel SOOOOOOOOOO bad for it, because i keep getting flowers from my actor companions and they are like "Your my role model" yes i am a role model even though i can't respond to a stupid text! Its been DAYS i can't believe it, i'm a facebook junkie but i haven't even noticed, its really unhealthy. I got another Letter from *Romeo* and *Sonic* dumped me. Actually he never really said we were going out, and he dumped me when i came home to find me single. He expects me to get over it by the time he came to IHOP at our cast party- he goes to another school I was actually really surprised and excited but you know? But then when feelings came out, i sent him to sit with my brother *Abu* (He picked that one i swear) and I just sat with all my other friends, who are all so amazing in each and every way :) I got home near one thirty, and today, the cast party is at MY HOUSE! 45 PEOPLE AT MY HOUSE!!! and i thought Hell Week was stressful... .Sigh...


Nice thing: Sarah showed me the mircale Mile shops in Vegas, it was an AMAZING experience, and i used to think Las Vegas was really yucky and scary, but she taught me differently. Sarah can make other people see in a whole other perspective


Nice thing: Sarah Knows how to do that curling thing with a straightening iron. I'm very jealous of that skill.


Nice thing: I know bits and peices of her. She's mysterious, and she doesn't tell people so much her life story, she reminds me of Mai on avatar. for example
mai: Are you cold?
Zuko: No i'm stressed because i'm going home for the first time in three years. What if my father doesn't approve of me even though i killed his enemy the avatar? What if i did all this to return and no one even cares? What if they don't like me? What if my mission to have honor just failed misrably!
Mai: I asked if you were cold- Not your whole life story.



Nice thing: Sarah has learned to be an aggressive shopper. She talks to the people. The poor sales people who are like "Hello! How may i help you?" Sarah is the one instead of saying "No i'm fine" Who says "Yes i'm looking for this this and this in this size and color and you don't have it? *Glare* Alright, i'll just be on my way" and she struts out. I am shy and bashful and try looking for hours before i even say hello to the sales people.



Nice thing: Sarah can DANCE! Like you think she can't and she CAN! More then i can anyway. She sort of jumped into all the dance classes all at once, there was a year she took 27 credits in college. And that was insane, but i don't really get that though. She can dance really well, she performed "America" in the house for us it was awesome :D


Nice thing: Sarah keeps me down to reality . Thank god SOMEONE on this earth can. Not alot of people can :/

The ladies at the Redbox machines. Muggles.

Do you know the people that you just want to scream MUGGLE at? Well, if you don't know, a muggle is just a highly highly non magical person. For example, the lady that asks how many calories are in a big mac because she's on a diet. The man who screams at Basketball, Football and Baseball games, at his televison. That poor abused peice of technology, that gets screamed at and smacked when its having a bad day. Well, i had one of those moments, my sister and i walk into our only little grocery store in town for a movie and this lady stays there for twenty minutes at the little rent a movie machine and its like WTHK! (what the heck!?) that was stressful, after i'd come home at six that night anyway... Its day two of hell week. The week of the show, i'm excited but too stressed too have any fun, not exactly the best way to live. I watched about nine episodes of a TV show to get caught up on everything in the Grey's Anatomy, Glee, Vampire Diaries and Nikita. Still working on Survivor. I'm a TV junkie. Muggles have a taste in electronics :) I ended up seeing Charlie St. Cloud also, fun movie :) My talk in front of hundreds of people is in a few horus now. Dang.

Senior Skip Day

Oh Senior Skip Day. The day that couldn't get any better. I woke up, and went to seminary, the most educational part of my day. I then went with my cousin and some friends to IHOP for breakfast, where one of my friends made the most DISGUSTING display of leftovers, it was like pancakes with eggs and hashbrowns, and then he took the entire botal of blueberry syrup and poured it all over the left overs. It was SO NASTY by the time he was done, but all of us couldn't stop laughing. WE then went to WalMart to help *(Sandlot Kid) Sandy* pick a new ipod. He chose the tiny one that fit into your palm. We then played in the toy section for a while, then drove over to five below where we again almost got kicked out. We decided Chipotle for lunch, it was soooo worth it. And then we delivered a Burttio to *Sandy's* girlfriend *Rapunzel* (how do i come up with these names!?) then we just drove for a bit, came home to go to rehersal where i apparently did "much better", that's what *Laverne* said anyway :) YAY! It was altogether? An amazing amazing Senior Skip Day

Nice Thing: Sarah encourages me to Carpe Diem (seize the day) She refuses to let me sit by sometimes, like doing silly stupid things at the beach or in the city, she always comes up with wild things to do- i blame college :P

Wednesday: my lucky charms

Wednesday. Oh Wednesday night. AWESOME. We did a church thing where they brag about the girls, and teach a lesson for parents, and it was really nice. We did a whole ceremony, and i got a new bracelet after i lost my other one. This bracelt has charms for each little goal i accomplished. It was AWESOME because i though i'd never get another one and i DID! So HA! Well i don't really know who i'm saying ha! To, try not to take it personally?

Nice Thing: Sarah has a fair knowledge how to compose a peice. Once she brought her labtop upstairs with an excited look on her face, and it turns out she'd organized her own peice on a program, it was so pretty and so complicated when she tried to explain haha

I Restate That: DARREN CRISS IS ON GLEE! -

So i said once that originals were better then remakes.

RESTATE: UNLESS SUNG BY DARREN CRISS!

some may say why who is Darren Criss?! POOR CHILDREN! He plays Harry Potter in the very pottter musical, therefore he is AWESOME, he has a very pop voice, naturally, he teaches himself to belt, use falsetto, do all the UNHEALTHY things with your noice, though once you get over that it sounds SOOOOOO GOOOD and this time, he did it. He made my heart. The gay guy on Glee, Kurk? Now has a boyfriend! (Practically) and He looks so yummy! I miss his curly Fro, but he looks so yummy anyway, and i'm proud he's in the spotlight! HE sung and pulled off an acapella Teenage Dream by Kate Perry. TAKE A LOOK!

Nice Thing: Sarah can say your sorry eventually, she doesn't hold a grudge when she'ssorry, she will come to you and say "I was wrong.. i'm sorry" and though its entertaining, it is extremley attactive in girls also. I hate the girls who hate you forever after not returning their borrowed pencil that you never borrowed. SIlly muggle girls.

I love Glee. But originals are better

Note, not only am i a wizard fangirl, a Dr. McDreamy fangirl, a Damon Salvatore fangirl, but i am also a Gleek. That's right. I am a GLEEK! And today was full of Glee for me, because a new episode comes on tomorow night, talk about EXCITING! I've been ubsessing with this really touching solo from the movie Yentl, which Lea modernized, and though modernization is excellant for her, the song was meant in a very very sad touching way, and i don't think her VOICE caught on with that, as much as the setting and time frame, i refer to 'Papa can you hear me?' from Yentl, i'm posting the original, because thats one thing Sarah jumped on, 99.9% of the time, originals are better then the remake.




I LOVE HER SO MUCH! SHE'S SO GORGEOUS!! AHHH! but, she is womanly, while Lea Michelle is a GIRL saying this, its so much more touching to see a mature woman, mother age asking for her PAPA then a Glee teenage student, who is spoiled and has too many solo's .... and her voice is a million times better in my opinion :/


Nice Thing: Sarah when she needs help, it reminds me of this girl, who doesn't do it in front of EVERYONE, she would go alone and ask, and if anyone saw it including myself, i'd probably cry myself :/ She's so intense!

ROAR!

You know that ending scene in the lion king where teenage Simba majestically climbs up the pride rock and does THE ROAR that turns him magically into adult Simba? I had one of those experiences today. It was AWESOME! I got to stand up in church and basically earn the "woman" award, like a quicinera, where a teeange girl is seen as a young woman. Not a HUGE step, but i did get a georgeous medallion/ necklace and i did get to stand up in front of everyone :)

Nice Thing: Sarah is the one who needs a plan. EVERYONE needs one of those around EVERYONE!, because she won't do anything without a plan, and it can't be a stupid "I want to do something today" It has to be like "Were going to How to Train your Dragon at Eight PM tonight, are you busy?" Which i love in her, because it FORCES people to actually think, we need more of those people

The Mexican, The Jew, and the Jock...

Oh Group Projects, how i HATE them. Today i spent a good four hours cursing in the back of my mind my team mates for AP Literature, oh if i was allowed to use magic all of them would be silenced immidietly. I Wouldn't be able to control it at all, they couldn't get anything done, every one of them was a leader at heart except for the jock and me, (ironically) and it was just YUCK! I HATE working with Men, and if i was a lesbian, i think everything would be easier, though i know for a FACT i am striaght, guys are just my thing i guess... I don't think thats a good or bad thing, its a weird topic... so moving along. I got to earn my pay check for the Haunted Forest (Slave wages) a good three hundred and ninety eight dollars *finger Twirl!!!* I now can get my make up back and stuff :)

Nice Thing: Sarah wouldn't have lost her stuff in the first place (I lost around fifty dollars and all my nice make up. Sad Face. But if she did, she'd know at least where to start, :/

The Wrath of Laverne

Who is *Laverne*? She is the girl Gargoyle in the Hunchbacke of Notre Dame, My Drama Director. You'll notice the title of this is the WRATH of Laverne, then again alot of things to me are "Wraths" Becuase i take everything a little TOO harshly for instance you could be like "I love that dress it looks so gorgeous on you, I want to cry tears of happiness because you looks so beautiful" and i'd be like "Don't Cry! I'm so Sorry i didn't mean to do that!" its pathetic sometimes. Today in Rehearsal i managed to get through one scene. One. Uno. Un Scene-o in FIFTEEN MINUTES. Seeing the Scene is supposed to be seven- to ten, thats a stretch, and she just plainly stated "Leads need to learn their lines, today's practice was plain horrible" And that made me cry :/ Emotionally, thank goodness not allowed because i have the best "daughter" (stage talk) in the world named *Goldy* who said everything was going to be ok :) She's amazing like that, i just spent all day in the dressing room singing because believe it or not that's how i let out stress, i SING my GUTS out. haha, so i sung show tunes, disney tunes, everything tunes. It was AWESOME.

I then went to a ladies house and had some dinner with a couple of friends, we then had sugar rushes melting and molding chocolate with pretzals and different fun molds- we had alot to talk about with eachother :) I Got home near midnight, which was really late for me.

Nice Thing: Thank GOD i don't have the PERFECT prom-loving sister, she's realistic and in the middle, as in she wasn't the cheerleader, and she wasn't the goth. Sarah was in the middle of every clique and sterotype, which made me want to be that way too. She opened the door for me to be myself, before i even knew who i was :)

Belle Versus Arwen

Thursday: The saddest day of the week, :P- In second muggle period, i gave in and started CRYING in front of everyone, not because i was sad, i cry for multiple reasons, i cry when i'm stressed, tired, upset, sad, angry, pissed, confused. I cry basically everytime there is a surplus of emotions, OTHER then happiness, i just have never understood- why cry if your happy? It just doesn't make sense to me at all right now, maybe its an adult thing, i just don't get it. Secretly i think its a cover up from saying "Yes i'm upset, don't talk to me"So i cried in second and third period. Ouch right? It gets WORSE. That day in sixth period- this guy who is like the jester of my life we'll call him *Sokka* because all he does is makes jokes, and make fun of people, though he makes us all laugh, he's never serious (LIKE SOKKA FROM AVATAR!) and today he was like "Are you ok?" Which made me upset because- well i don't like to get notice when i'm going through my "Phases" I am precisley 95% rainbows and smiles, and then there is that time where its 5% and when that 5% comes out, all heck breaks loose, i mean STAY CLEAR! so after this guy noticed i was like "Dang it, who else noticed, because i must've been crazier then i thought" (Sokka never cares for ANYONE that way, i mean he does but he shows it through jokes like "You look like a turtle who just got run over, You ok?" but he doesn't do the serious intimate face with the "are you ok?!" AHH!) no i don't have a thing with Sokka, he's like that guy friend but anyway he's perfect with another friend of mine *Lizzy* who reminds me of Elizabeth from Pride and Prejudice.

ANYWAY during rehersal, i get a call for COSTUME TIMES! and i go back and i get this BEAUTIFUL gown, its gold and its ruffly and it reminds me of beauty and the beast, so i try to fit it on and .... the perfect beauty and the beast gown- not so good. And so instead, i go out and the beautiful costume designer shows me this elven flowy gown and at that point it was like the sunflower (obviously CHEEZY pretty) versus the Lilly (You have to put it on the right person, but it looks BEAUTIFUL) and it reminds me of Arwen from Lord of the Rings when i put it on. Amazing!



Nice Thing: I love the fact that she's completley serious with her compliments, i know girl who every time i look at them they are like "OMG YOU LOOKS SO PRETTY TODAY!" and its like ' gee i look pretty EVERY day to you' and then there is Sarah, when she says your pretty, you are GORGEOUS!

Wacky Wednesday

Oh Wednesday. AKA the day we return to muggle studies. Oh how I hate Muggle Studdies, they are of the devil! as my seminary friends would say, it was also the craziest days of the week, while my mom was out of town, i also had to manage with my dad on a buisness trip- so suddenly everything got more complicated, with school, papers, rehearsals, and church youth group. Not to mention homework, which i never ended up doing. You know that beginning scene in the princess and the frog where she walks in from work and she lands on her bed still dressed and everything? That was me, it was SO tireing. But it was ok at the end of the day, like it always is- you always have to wake up and smell the (in my case) hot choclate, or roses, or sunshine, all that jazz :)

Nice Thing: Sarah doesn't let me do something stupid if physically capable, for instance she doesn't hesitate to take away my cell phone so i won't call *Romeo* if i'm having a bad day, in fact she's spent numerous times texting him, telling him never to talk to me again. Though all attempts have failed. She still prevails for a couple of weeks... days... hours? Hahaha. Oh Romeo and Juliet we hate you all.

TJMaxx +Target Tuesday

Another off day of school. YAY! Today we went to TJ Maxx where i spent a good thrity dollars on two pairs of jeans, where one was TOTALLY worth it, i admit i'm not a fan of skinny jeans (i think they look like painted legs and shouldn't be worn at all, especially the BRIGHT colors, i mean who would wear that? The pants that ou look at them and are like OWWW MY EYES! for example, oh hot topic how we love you:)

I bought my first pair and they are CUTE! i can't believe it, they fit (i thought they would suffocate me) and they are Cute :), they're actually comfortable :), after TJMaxx, we went to Target and i had a fun fantastic adventure with *Red* and *Goldilocks* my two little sisters, we went around the story and *Goldilocks* bought her little neckalce and headband in 4 dollar bills and 8 dollars worth of coins, i sent her up alone, but i can imagine the look on the cashiers face when she told him "Keep the Bag" and walked away, when i say bag, i mean the little ziploc bag full of coins. While she was doing her thing, *Red* and i had our own adventure, i taught her that a heads-up penny means good luck, so I spent ten pennies of mine and went around the store, telling her to place them on the floor in vacant store aisles, she eventually thought it was so exciting and daring to take a penny and place it heads up on the floor, and i found it entertaining to watch :) besides, someone will need that luck someday

Nice Thing: Sarah has the CUTEST sense in clothing, my goodness! She could go into salvation army and find American - Fitch clothes i bet, but she somehow always manages to get her style across, whether playful, moody, date clothes, or buisness, you can always guess somewhat what she's up to, because she always has her attitude and dress match, i hope she's wearing yellow today :)

Monday: Dentists and Disney

You know those days that just are filled of nothing... nothing... and more nothing? Yeah that was Monday, i woke up, picked up my labtop and sat throughout the morning watching Enchanted by disney. Now there was alot of controversy whether Giselle was a disney princess or not? Personally, she has the auroa which i ADORE her for, but most disney princess have their own personality and traits that defined them, i thought Giselle was more like taking red playdough, blue playdough, pink playdough, yellow playdough, black playdough, you get it, and smushing it all together, she was tooo... .unreal? With the other princesses their flaws were apart of them, what was Giselles? She was practically perfect, except she was ignorant, like oh i don't know, all disney princesses it was weird, though i still think she is an exceptional princess, not exactly a role model, but not every disney princess is *cough cough* cinderella, snow white, and auroa... *cough* jasmine. I mean don't get me wrong they had their lessons, but not much personaly depth into it. Though i do LOVE Giselle!

I also went to the dentist though and filled three cavaties, talk about gross. I hate it when they sit you down, numb you, and like some dentist do, they try to TALK to you, while you have that sucker one legged octupus in your mouth, and sometimes cotton. He looked at me like everything was normal and was like "Do you drive?" I wanted to smack him and be like "My dad's in the waiting room what do you think!?" But i calmly nodded my head, because i can drive, and i can fly on a broomstick as well :) Comet 3,000 is my preference, oldy but a classic. Anyway, the muggle then proceeded to shoot me up until my face was tingly and i felt 1/2 cyclops with swollen face and lips, i kept feeling them to see if they were ACTUALLY swelling, but of course, they weren't :/, i felt like an idiot. I then went home and coped with my idiotic feelings with CANDY! it was delicious, though i do perfer bertie bots or Droobles best blowing gum.... silly hufflepuff

Nice Thing: My sister though she can be overly realistic, has AMAAZING crush stories, like all the guy she meets are suddenly prince charming, its adorable and it gives me HOPE that there is a prince charming auror out there for me sometimes :)