Belle Versus Arwen

Thursday: The saddest day of the week, :P- In second muggle period, i gave in and started CRYING in front of everyone, not because i was sad, i cry for multiple reasons, i cry when i'm stressed, tired, upset, sad, angry, pissed, confused. I cry basically everytime there is a surplus of emotions, OTHER then happiness, i just have never understood- why cry if your happy? It just doesn't make sense to me at all right now, maybe its an adult thing, i just don't get it. Secretly i think its a cover up from saying "Yes i'm upset, don't talk to me"So i cried in second and third period. Ouch right? It gets WORSE. That day in sixth period- this guy who is like the jester of my life we'll call him *Sokka* because all he does is makes jokes, and make fun of people, though he makes us all laugh, he's never serious (LIKE SOKKA FROM AVATAR!) and today he was like "Are you ok?" Which made me upset because- well i don't like to get notice when i'm going through my "Phases" I am precisley 95% rainbows and smiles, and then there is that time where its 5% and when that 5% comes out, all heck breaks loose, i mean STAY CLEAR! so after this guy noticed i was like "Dang it, who else noticed, because i must've been crazier then i thought" (Sokka never cares for ANYONE that way, i mean he does but he shows it through jokes like "You look like a turtle who just got run over, You ok?" but he doesn't do the serious intimate face with the "are you ok?!" AHH!) no i don't have a thing with Sokka, he's like that guy friend but anyway he's perfect with another friend of mine *Lizzy* who reminds me of Elizabeth from Pride and Prejudice.

ANYWAY during rehersal, i get a call for COSTUME TIMES! and i go back and i get this BEAUTIFUL gown, its gold and its ruffly and it reminds me of beauty and the beast, so i try to fit it on and .... the perfect beauty and the beast gown- not so good. And so instead, i go out and the beautiful costume designer shows me this elven flowy gown and at that point it was like the sunflower (obviously CHEEZY pretty) versus the Lilly (You have to put it on the right person, but it looks BEAUTIFUL) and it reminds me of Arwen from Lord of the Rings when i put it on. Amazing!



Nice Thing: I love the fact that she's completley serious with her compliments, i know girl who every time i look at them they are like "OMG YOU LOOKS SO PRETTY TODAY!" and its like ' gee i look pretty EVERY day to you' and then there is Sarah, when she says your pretty, you are GORGEOUS!