HELLO!?

HI! So its been awhile since my last blog .... And not a TON has changed

The Cast list comes out today. Still Very Nervous.
Sarah comes home today : Still Very Excited!
And Romeo: This is where things get tricky to tell the internet... .I'm think i'm going to wait for him... honestly, because there is nothing else better then him right now. He's the best. IF you don't know alot about romeo (oh about 99.9999% of you) he's the kind of guy who pays for you meals behind your back, calls you pretty when your in your pajamas, and forgets to when your in a prom dress (he makes it up to you though ) and he loves talking. He loves to talk for hours, and his idea of a date is driving in a car for hours just talking forever, its nice actually, because usually its the girls who love talking, but Romeo loves to talk, in fact i'm quiet compared to him, and anyone who know's me in person- i'm QUITE the spaz.

So i'm posting it, because i don't care who sees at this point, I'm Waiting. For two years- of course this is not going to sentence me to a box life, i fully intend to love life as i'm waiting, i'm planning to go to college, take art courses, and photo courses, and education courses, and culinary arts courses, any classes i can get a hold of. I want to be skinnier by the time he comes back, and i want to know what it feels like to be independent, because thats one of Romeo's downfalls, even when you say "your fine" and go to the mall with friends, he somehow finds you there, i feel sometimes like he watches me too much- so i'm glad he's away (physically) for two years. It'll teach me more about myself, and him as a person you know?

I'm In Love. And i am Waiting. . . . If i had subscribers this would be dramatic but low and behold.... who am i kidding? Haha