HELLO!?

HI! So its been awhile since my last blog .... And not a TON has changed

The Cast list comes out today. Still Very Nervous.
Sarah comes home today : Still Very Excited!
And Romeo: This is where things get tricky to tell the internet... .I'm think i'm going to wait for him... honestly, because there is nothing else better then him right now. He's the best. IF you don't know alot about romeo (oh about 99.9999% of you) he's the kind of guy who pays for you meals behind your back, calls you pretty when your in your pajamas, and forgets to when your in a prom dress (he makes it up to you though ) and he loves talking. He loves to talk for hours, and his idea of a date is driving in a car for hours just talking forever, its nice actually, because usually its the girls who love talking, but Romeo loves to talk, in fact i'm quiet compared to him, and anyone who know's me in person- i'm QUITE the spaz.

So i'm posting it, because i don't care who sees at this point, I'm Waiting. For two years- of course this is not going to sentence me to a box life, i fully intend to love life as i'm waiting, i'm planning to go to college, take art courses, and photo courses, and education courses, and culinary arts courses, any classes i can get a hold of. I want to be skinnier by the time he comes back, and i want to know what it feels like to be independent, because thats one of Romeo's downfalls, even when you say "your fine" and go to the mall with friends, he somehow finds you there, i feel sometimes like he watches me too much- so i'm glad he's away (physically) for two years. It'll teach me more about myself, and him as a person you know?

I'm In Love. And i am Waiting. . . . If i had subscribers this would be dramatic but low and behold.... who am i kidding? Haha

Auditions. and Platypi.

Auditions for the Seussical are coming soon AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! i'm nervous, more then excited, even though its coming to the point where girls are not auditioning for the part i want- because i want it that badly. Since i can't really sing in the house (long story short- mom never really liked singing) i sing every day at lunch it takes up all the time, getting the lyrics down since the song i'm singing is vocally demanding, i swear the person who played Gertrude (the part i'm trying out for) was ALIEN! in an awesome way though. She's hardcore. Its not a pretty peice, its funny, fast, angry, beautiful, and cheezy all rhymed up into one. And i'm singing on monday- how scary is that?

So about the Platypi. Apparently i sound like one. Its quite funny- my friends stare at me sometimes like i'm a ray of sunshine (that's what they tell me) i can make the sound like Perry the Platypus on Phineas and Ferb, and they tell me lots of other stuff that just makes me smile its awesome to be known as the disney princess reincarnated in the drama department. Well at least thats what i think they think of me ?

Photography: So ever made home-made throw up/ painted yourself in a rainbow design? I have YAY FOR AP PHOTO! - its about teen tragedies, the above were for bulemia and homosexuality. I am very excited- and my teacher says i can go far with this - i'm proud of myself

Romeo: ... its been a couple of weeks since my last letter... its really depressing. Along with my seasonal depression i have on a regular basis- every winter i just get sad. My friends say i need Vitamin D, and that comes from sunshine. Well.... . i'm beginning to wonder what pills and sunshine have in common... and are Vitamin D supplements equal to sunshine? I wonder if scientist pulled a drop of sunlight and put them in a pill form to save them for winter. Well i hate the taste of sunlight in my opinion then. Much too pill-like. Yuck. Well that's a lie i haven't had one yet BUT IF I DID! then i bet everything would be proven factual.

Glee: OH DARREN CRISS I IDOL YOU! but the show is running dry :/ it needs a plot, but i love Darren so i anticipate future episodes. SARAH! Watch Video! SOUL SISTER BY GLEE!

Tangled: Alas Disney stole my heart once again. It reminds me of Sarah when she was growing up same now :P it reminds me of every girl- the villian (Mother Gothel) Is DEFINTALY within the top ten Listed here (1 being most evil)

10) Step Mother (snow white) :The freaky laugh!

9) Dr. Facillier (Frog Princess) : unique and SMEXY solo voice!

8) Malificent (Sleeping Beauty) :Again.. creepy creepy laugh
7) Scar (Lion King) :Just freaky, like when he's jumping out of the fire as simba? Your like AHH!
6) Jafar (Aladin): "see how SNAKE LIKE i can be!" I have a DEEEP phobia of snakes- a big nono
5) Shaun Yu(Mulan): Just plain 'what kind of person could do that' type guy, unbelievably scary!
4) Ursula (Little Mermaid) : Amazing singing, and still creepy laughing!
3)Mother Gothel (Tangled) : best female villan yet, defintely for older audience for deeper understanding why she's scary- she's so real that she makes every girl cry!
2)Zera (lion king 2) : HOWEVER! ever listen to this chick sing? She MADE this sequel! amazing characterization, though cliche the voice and singing did it for this chick, she's hard core and reminds me of Mother Gothel without the fluff
1) Frollo (hunchback) : He wants to rape the heroine. End of story.



SOOOO Nice thing: Sarah used to be the platypus for not being anything special more like God wanted to smash everything into one- but it was a disaster.... BUT after this year, Platypi are quite the fab... therefore Sarah is well... fab.

The talk.

Apparently that went better then i thought. I was really nervous so i sat next to this old man who looked wise and really experienced, calm, cool, collected. and i was nervous, shaking with my hands, so i did a bracelet, and that was funny because the guy kept staring at me like "WHAT ARE YOU DOING YOU STUPID GIRL!" Little does he know i could use spells on him. Poor Muggle.
I stood up and gave my talk, for once i told the story of how i came to believe in the savior. it was cool, i didn't think i'd ever get to do that for anyone. And i just did it in front of hundreds of people. AHHH! And then a few woman missionaries stood in front of me and told me i was prepared to go on a mission. I wanted to pee my pants. The thought of leaving home scares me more then anything else on this planet. Most people hate this town, but me? I've grown to LOVE it, i can't live without it, and i'm going to get forced out of it very very very soon. Wow. I'm scared.

Hell Week. DUN DUN DUN DUN

So. The week of the show. Its called hell week, it started on thursday (11/11/10) so i haven't been writing at all, skipping facebook days, being drowned in homework, trying to make time for myself, its been AWFUL! i haven't returned any calls/ texts/ and i feel SOOOOOOOOOO bad for it, because i keep getting flowers from my actor companions and they are like "Your my role model" yes i am a role model even though i can't respond to a stupid text! Its been DAYS i can't believe it, i'm a facebook junkie but i haven't even noticed, its really unhealthy. I got another Letter from *Romeo* and *Sonic* dumped me. Actually he never really said we were going out, and he dumped me when i came home to find me single. He expects me to get over it by the time he came to IHOP at our cast party- he goes to another school I was actually really surprised and excited but you know? But then when feelings came out, i sent him to sit with my brother *Abu* (He picked that one i swear) and I just sat with all my other friends, who are all so amazing in each and every way :) I got home near one thirty, and today, the cast party is at MY HOUSE! 45 PEOPLE AT MY HOUSE!!! and i thought Hell Week was stressful... .Sigh...


Nice thing: Sarah showed me the mircale Mile shops in Vegas, it was an AMAZING experience, and i used to think Las Vegas was really yucky and scary, but she taught me differently. Sarah can make other people see in a whole other perspective


Nice thing: Sarah Knows how to do that curling thing with a straightening iron. I'm very jealous of that skill.


Nice thing: I know bits and peices of her. She's mysterious, and she doesn't tell people so much her life story, she reminds me of Mai on avatar. for example
mai: Are you cold?
Zuko: No i'm stressed because i'm going home for the first time in three years. What if my father doesn't approve of me even though i killed his enemy the avatar? What if i did all this to return and no one even cares? What if they don't like me? What if my mission to have honor just failed misrably!
Mai: I asked if you were cold- Not your whole life story.



Nice thing: Sarah has learned to be an aggressive shopper. She talks to the people. The poor sales people who are like "Hello! How may i help you?" Sarah is the one instead of saying "No i'm fine" Who says "Yes i'm looking for this this and this in this size and color and you don't have it? *Glare* Alright, i'll just be on my way" and she struts out. I am shy and bashful and try looking for hours before i even say hello to the sales people.



Nice thing: Sarah can DANCE! Like you think she can't and she CAN! More then i can anyway. She sort of jumped into all the dance classes all at once, there was a year she took 27 credits in college. And that was insane, but i don't really get that though. She can dance really well, she performed "America" in the house for us it was awesome :D


Nice thing: Sarah keeps me down to reality . Thank god SOMEONE on this earth can. Not alot of people can :/

The ladies at the Redbox machines. Muggles.

Do you know the people that you just want to scream MUGGLE at? Well, if you don't know, a muggle is just a highly highly non magical person. For example, the lady that asks how many calories are in a big mac because she's on a diet. The man who screams at Basketball, Football and Baseball games, at his televison. That poor abused peice of technology, that gets screamed at and smacked when its having a bad day. Well, i had one of those moments, my sister and i walk into our only little grocery store in town for a movie and this lady stays there for twenty minutes at the little rent a movie machine and its like WTHK! (what the heck!?) that was stressful, after i'd come home at six that night anyway... Its day two of hell week. The week of the show, i'm excited but too stressed too have any fun, not exactly the best way to live. I watched about nine episodes of a TV show to get caught up on everything in the Grey's Anatomy, Glee, Vampire Diaries and Nikita. Still working on Survivor. I'm a TV junkie. Muggles have a taste in electronics :) I ended up seeing Charlie St. Cloud also, fun movie :) My talk in front of hundreds of people is in a few horus now. Dang.

Senior Skip Day

Oh Senior Skip Day. The day that couldn't get any better. I woke up, and went to seminary, the most educational part of my day. I then went with my cousin and some friends to IHOP for breakfast, where one of my friends made the most DISGUSTING display of leftovers, it was like pancakes with eggs and hashbrowns, and then he took the entire botal of blueberry syrup and poured it all over the left overs. It was SO NASTY by the time he was done, but all of us couldn't stop laughing. WE then went to WalMart to help *(Sandlot Kid) Sandy* pick a new ipod. He chose the tiny one that fit into your palm. We then played in the toy section for a while, then drove over to five below where we again almost got kicked out. We decided Chipotle for lunch, it was soooo worth it. And then we delivered a Burttio to *Sandy's* girlfriend *Rapunzel* (how do i come up with these names!?) then we just drove for a bit, came home to go to rehersal where i apparently did "much better", that's what *Laverne* said anyway :) YAY! It was altogether? An amazing amazing Senior Skip Day

Nice Thing: Sarah encourages me to Carpe Diem (seize the day) She refuses to let me sit by sometimes, like doing silly stupid things at the beach or in the city, she always comes up with wild things to do- i blame college :P

Wednesday: my lucky charms

Wednesday. Oh Wednesday night. AWESOME. We did a church thing where they brag about the girls, and teach a lesson for parents, and it was really nice. We did a whole ceremony, and i got a new bracelet after i lost my other one. This bracelt has charms for each little goal i accomplished. It was AWESOME because i though i'd never get another one and i DID! So HA! Well i don't really know who i'm saying ha! To, try not to take it personally?

Nice Thing: Sarah has a fair knowledge how to compose a peice. Once she brought her labtop upstairs with an excited look on her face, and it turns out she'd organized her own peice on a program, it was so pretty and so complicated when she tried to explain haha